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• "I am good..." She smiled up at him briefly, staying close to his side. "Staying with me tonight?" He had been kinda going back and forth still, always worried about Lilah even though Fiya definately thought the other girl could handle herself - he just didn;t want to see it. (NT) -- Fiya, 08:21:19 08/24/04 Tue

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• "Yeah... I'll stay with you." He had a feeling she wouldn't be alone tonight and that brought another small frown to his features - sometimes he was still having trouble adjusting to his baby sister and best friend together. He tugged her hood absently over her head before slipping his arm around her shoulders as they strolled quietly.. (NT) -- Darius, 08:27:17 08/24/04 Tue

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• She smiled briefly and nodded, sighing gently as his expression turned back to a frown. She really didn't know what to do with him right now, he just seemed so unhappy all the time and she didn't know how to help him but it had to be somehow her fault. She didn't remember him being like this before they were together. (NT) -- Fiya, 08:29:36 08/24/04 Tue

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• He ran a hand down his face and exhaled deeply, leading the way to the path beneath the trees, and dipping his head to press a soft kiss to her cheek. "I love you, you know that, right?" No matter what was going on, that was one thing that would never change - he always wanted her to remember that. (NT) -- Darius, 08:38:58 08/24/04 Tue

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• She nodded a little though she was quiet for a moment. Her eyes wandered around the dim trail with gently pursed lips - her brow furrowed. "You haven't seemed to happy though...lately." She glanced up at him. "Well for a while now, actually." (NT) -- Fiya, 08:48:57 08/24/04 Tue

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• "I'm happy..." He frowned quietly though and just held her closer - when he thought about it though, all he really remembered was a dark cloud over the past couple months. It occured to him for a moment that maybe something was wrong, but he refused to admit to that and just pushed the thoughts away... (NT) -- Darius, 08:51:44 08/24/04 Tue

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• She shook her head, her brow furrowed a bit. "But you really haven't been yourself D, since we started dating really..." She bit her lip, gaze a little worried as she gazed out over the lightly falling rain. She still was feeling like it was her fault he wasn't himself, that he wasn't happy. (NT) -- Fiya, 08:58:29 08/24/04 Tue

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• "I really don't think us starting dating has anything to do with it..." He assured her quietly but confidently - if they were still busy playing their games, he was positive he would be a hell of a lot worse off. (NT) -- Darius, 09:01:44 08/24/04 Tue

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• "Are you sure?" She paused a moment to gaze up at him - her gaze earnest. "I feel like I am doing something wrong, I'm not making you happy...." She sighed softly, tugging the hood on her sweatshirt tighter with the strings by her neck, her lip tucked between her teeth. (NT) -- Fiya, 09:09:59 08/24/04 Tue

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• "I'm positive, Fiya..." He murmured quietly and paused their walk so that he could tug her to him - arms wrapped tightly around her. "I love you, and no matter what's going on, I'm better off with you." The serious conversation and the fresh air had sobered him up pretty easily.. (NT) -- DArius, 09:13:10 08/24/04 Tue

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• She sighed softly, gazing up at him, the rain falling in her face now, trailing down over her thick lashes. "I just don't know what to do to make you smile anymore." She murmured softly, her brow furrowed. "Your always either grumpy or drunk and it's like I never get to be with the real you..." (NT) -- Fiya, 09:22:00 08/24/04 Tue

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• That brought another soft sigh as his hands raised to quietly brush away the water dripping down her pretty features. "I'm sorry..." He didn't know what else to say to her or how to change how things were and his darkened gaze reflected his turmoil - this wasn't fair to her. (NT) -- Darius, 09:26:34 08/24/04 Tue

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• She sighed softly, before she ducked her head to his chest, her gaze distraught still. "I just feel bad." She stated again, her voice quiet. "I want you to be happy again..." (NT) -- Fiya, 09:30:03 08/24/04 Tue

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• "I don't want you to feel bad, Fiya... You have no reason to..." He murmured gently and wrapped his arms tightly around her, swaying gently from side to side every-so-lightly in the middle of the dimly lit path. He had never considered himself unhappy until now. (NT) -- Darius, 09:34:26 08/24/04 Tue

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• She sighed softly, holding onto him tightly before she looked up to him - her hands on the back of his head urging his lips to meet hers in a tender kiss, so bittersweet it was almost heartbreaking. The rain drizzled around them and made a quiet symphony with the sound of the the splashing against the concrete and into the puddles.... (NT) -- Fiya, 09:36:28 08/24/04 Tue

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• His eyes squeezed tightly shut as he kissed her wholeheartedly in return - he hated being the cause of so much confusion, but he himself just didn't quite get any of it just yet. Arms tight around her waist, his fingers twisted into her sweater at her back, lips warm and sweet on her. (NT) -- Darius, 09:44:09 08/24/04 Tue

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• She sighed softly as she pulled away, brushing the water from her face and shifting to continue their walk. "Sorry, I guess I am just as much a downer as you." She attempted to tease, though she swallowed heavily. (NT) -- Fiya, 09:52:28 08/24/04 Tue

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• "I don't know what's going on." He stated honestly but quietly as she broke away and headed off again, and then trailed slowly after her. He drank when he was stressed, and when he was happy, when he was bored, and when he was out - it hadn't seemed like such a big deal until he was drinking more often than not.. (NT) -- Darius, 09:55:29 08/24/04 Tue

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• "Me either but everyone is worried about you, Darius. Even Si is concerned...." He had gotten so defensive everytime she brought it up in the past so she glanced back somewhat nervously, pausing to let him catch up. (NT) -- Fiya, 10:08:36 08/24/04 Tue

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• "No one needs to worry, Safiya..." He stated simply and firmly - it was embarassing to know that everyone seemed to speak so openly about a problem he didn't even realize for sure that he had, though part of him knew that they just cared. (NT) -- Darisu, 10:12:05 08/24/04 Tue

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• She frowned softly, running her hand over her face as they kept on walking before she paused suddenly. "I am getting cold, can we go home?" She sighed softly, crossing her arms over her chest as she shifted her weight to start heading back the way that they came. (NT) -- Fiya, 10:16:47 08/24/04 Tue

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• "Sure.." He exhaled the word softly and turned slowly as well to head back with her, shrugging off his hoodie and draping it over her shoulder - leaving him in just a tee, but he would gladly go chilled any day if it made her a little warmer. (NT) -- Darius, 10:38:55 08/24/04 Tue

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• She glanced to him for a brief moment before she offered a slight smile - though it was somewhat sad. it was obvious he loved her, there was no doubting that - he was just so damn stubborn.... (NT) -- Fiya, 10:50:30 08/24/04 Tue

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• He smiled slightly in return and slowed as they neared the car, voice soft when he finally spoke again. "You wanna drive, or want me to?" Most days he would have driven without hesitation, but these days it seemed she wasn't too keen on the idea most of the time and he didn't want to do anything that would maybe make her uncomfortable.. (NT) -- Darius, 10:55:37 08/24/04 Tue

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• "I will..." He seemed to be sobered up but she wasn't to sure so she didn't want to take any chances. She took the keys from him and went over to the drivers side. She didn't really even know what to say to him.... (NT) -- Fiya, 10:59:41 08/24/04 Tue

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• He slid into the passenger seat with a quiet sigh and slouched down slowly, eyes locked on the darkness out through the window - feeling awkward and almost troublesome.. (NT) -- Darius, 11:06:17 08/24/04 Tue