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Date Posted: 08:50:53 07/15/02 Mon
Author: BY7:30
Subject: sunday

His eyes were so far. The clouds had rolled in and pushed all the color away. All the breathing away. He reached for my hand with a strong tired motion, and he began. His fear was iced silk next to me and it couldn't be worn. It was past time to shed it, to cover the skin with skin. The tears shook me.

YOU EXIST, DAMNIT!!!!!!

But he was there, and I felt him, I couldn't see- the room was spinning, and now I understood. And now I hated. I was reaching out to strike it all, all the memories I have never lived and wouldn't have survived. And he was there, the tears, precious, single roses, staining the sheet.

"I WON'T LET YOU FALL APART." -and it became my obsession. He would never break me away from him. Not with those tears and plading eyes. NO!

I curled around myself. How was my heart still beating? How would this tragedy unfold? How can the world wake up and cycle and come again? There was a danger, a piece of Hell right here. So damaging. Fuck. Help him.

But it had ended. The tears were crusty now. Now I owned it. Now I'd take it and run with it to the ends of the earth and back. For him. Anything for him. Even without a soul he had mine. He had slowly become me.

I'D KILL FOR YOU

And then he was inside me. His eyes were back. His body was ablaze. He held on so tight and I would have let him end me. Cover me until I was him. Push the oxygen away and bleed for him. It went there.

I LOVE YOU

He sighed as he went back to his closing world. I was changed. I'd taken on his life, and I sobbed from that beautiful place inside his arms.

I'LL SAVE YOU FROM YOURSELF . . .

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