"I understand completely what it's like to feel like she deserves so much better, Austin, and I wouldn't be talking if I didn't. But I also know that you think you're doing the right thing by keeping her away, but all that's really happening is you're both so alone and hurting so bad." He had long since lost track of how many times he and Jas had argued over he deserved her or not in their younger days, when everything had been a mess, but things were perfect now and he could never imagine not being with her. "If she really cares about you like I think she does, that's not the sort of thing that you just get over. It's the sort of thing that hangs over your head and in your heart as long as you're not together. It'll never go away - not after she's married to some other guy with three kids and a house in the 'burbs." -- Realistic Dreams: The Future: Sparx

[ Show ]

Support VoyForums

[ Shrink ]

VoyForums Announcement: Programming and providing support for this service has been a labor of love since 1997. We are one of the few services online who values our users' privacy, and have never sold your information. We have even fought hard to defend your privacy in legal cases; however, we've done it with almost no financial support -- paying out of pocket to continue providing the service. Due to the issues imposed on us by advertisers, we also stopped hosting most ads on the forums many years ago. We hope you appreciate our efforts.

Show your support by donating any amount. (Note: We are still technically a for-profit company, so your contribution is not tax-deductible.) PayPal Acct: Feedback:

Donate to VoyForums (PayPal):

[ Login ] [ Contact Forum Admin ] [ Main index ] [ Search | Check update time | Archives: [1], 2, 3, 4 ]

[ Next Thread | Previous Thread | Next Message | Previous Message ]

Date Posted: 11:58:13 11/02/04 Tue
Author: Lucas
Subject: "I understand completely what it's like to feel like she deserves so much better, Austin, and I wouldn't be talking if I didn't. But I also know that you think you're doing the right thing by keeping her away, but all that's really happening is you're both so alone and hurting so bad." He had long since lost track of how many times he and Jas had argued over he deserved her or not in their younger days, when everything had been a mess, but things were perfect now and he could never imagine not being with her. "If she really cares about you like I think she does, that's not the sort of thing that you just get over. It's the sort of thing that hangs over your head and in your heart as long as you're not together. It'll never go away - not after she's married to some other guy with three kids and a house in the 'burbs."
In reply to: Austin James Laurence 's message, " " on 07:43:33 11/02/04 Tue

[ Next Thread | Previous Thread | Next Message | Previous Message ]

Replies:

"You know that expression...it's better to have loved and lost then to never have loved at all?" He paused, shaking his head. "It's bullshit." His eyes went back to his dads with a serious look in the green depths that he had gotten from his mother. "You weren't to all those support groups there dad, you saw all those wives that were crying over losing their husbands, traumatized but what they went through the last few months..." He paused, shaking his head with a deep sigh. "I am not going to let her go through that." He was adamant about it - he'd thought about it as much as he could. He would live his life for him and not bring anyone else into it. (NT) -- Austin, 12:07:16 11/02/04 Tue

[ Contact Forum Admin ]

Forum timezone: GMT+3
VF Version: 3.00b, ConfDB:
Before posting please read our privacy policy.
VoyForums^(tm) is a Free Service from Voyager Info-Systems.
Copyright © 1998-2019 Voyager Info-Systems. All Rights Reserved.