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Date Posted: 21:58:42 06/19/00 Mon
Author: Vicki
Subject: Re: Rob is here!
In reply to: Greg 's message, "Re: Rob is here!" on 18:51:41 06/18/00 Sun

I have thought long and hard about this and Barb and I have discussed this at length. I truly want to be open to whatever God wants me to do whether that is to try again or not. My biggest problem is the fear God would like for me to give him a chance if he should go thru with all this. I will honestly tell you that the thought of being married to a recovering addict scares the fool out of me. My life is so much easier now than ever before and I just could not possibly think of going back to what I had. I wish I could just say it is completely and 100% over between the two of us. I think that it would be easier just to know that is the way things are going to be. I feel like Rob is doing this for me instead of himself. I know from group that if that is the case it is never going to work. I also know that he has attempted suicide and if I were to strip him of ever coming back that he might be more successful next time and that is not a risk I take lightly. On top of everything else I still love him. I also love him enough to let go and see if he loves himself enough to make a difference. I want Rob clean even if it means he ends up with someone else in a great, wonderful, and happy life. It is almost like loving your child. You love them even though they some times hurt you and you love them enough to send them out in this great big world to see what it has to offer. See you tomorrow night.

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