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Date Posted: 23:54:10 01/02/03 Thu
Author: Kosses
Author Host/IP: cache-dm06.proxy.aol.com / 205.188.209.74
Subject: ...and bopping them on the head...
In reply to: Hadu 's message, "~No Ones Fault~" on 19:19:33 01/02/03 Thu

-*She answered no one's questions, heard no one comments. She had called them all here to tell them of an idea she had had but now she saw it was wrong. 'I have something to tell you all' She walked over to the chamber door and shut it tightly, drawing a key from her pocket and locking it. She turned and rested her back agaisnt the door. 'This is what I was going to post before everyone else posted...I didn't expect to find this much going on. This was the message I began for another thread I was having with Alairic down below, but I'll do it here so everyone can see. Might as well get it over with' She hung her head, she didn't want to hurt any of them.

***The moment of truth***

Slowly moving her eyes upward she took in the handsome male in front of her. (Remember, this was what was going on in the other thread with Alairic) She liked him a lot, but did she care enough for him to be her other half? She felt confused and worried, this was a big step and she wanted to take it but she was having trouble moving her foot to do so. She lifted her hand slowly running it up his chest. She paused for a moment under his chin and then moved her hand to his lips. She traced them slowly, taking in every curve. She was amazed by him…his actions, his will power everything. How he had chosen her from all the other females he could have had she wasn't sure. It was like a dream, and in a moment someone would shake her awake, and she would be lying in the dew covered grass in mid morning…No Camelot, no Knights, nothing wonderful. She had come such a long way in her life: From being nothing more then a pup to Queen of Camelot, not to mention a leader of a side. These were things she had only dreamed about and now they were coming true. She felt the urge to cry out of happiness, but somehow she couldn't. She felt so at ease with him, so wonderful…as if all the bad things had simply vanished. She leaned in him to kiss him, she wanted to feel his lips against her yet again, but she felt if she did so she would be thrown back into a normal wolf's live and all this would have just been a wonderful memory that was forgotten in one's wake. She hesitated for a few moments, her hand gripping his for reassurance. She loved the way her life was, she loved everything about it. She had never intended to love anyone, but now she loved four. She loved four in different places in her heart…and no matter whom she chose she would love the others the same. She would love them as dear friends love each other…she would recall their moments together, their tough times. She didn't want to hurt any of them. She loved them all in a different way.
Alairic for his body (lol, just kidding.... [It was getting a bit tense…needed something to make you all smile]) Alairic for his charming personality, Ferdie for his bravery to love when he thought he'd never love again. Delusion for his benevolence and camaraderie, and last but not least Hadu for his acquiescence to face things he'd much rather not have dealt with for me. In these respects I will love you all, and I always will. But I chose Alairic…

I know this must hurt all of you, for you all believed in me and loved me. (But think of it this way…is Alairic that lucky? Now he's stuck with Kosses, LOL)

I will always love you all, and you all have said that you will always love me. And although that is sweet and cherished, I believe you should all move on. It's for the best. If Alairic and I ever break I don't deserve another chance with any of you, not after what I'm doing to you all. I hope all of you will still care for me as friends care for each other, for I shall always care for you.

*Kosses bows her head, she had done the biggest thing in her life. She felt unsure and distressed*


(Lauren watches in silence as well, her eyes shifting to each of the males. She wanted to reach out and hold her Kosses but knew Koss must stand strong on her own. Lauren looked as worried and unsure as Kosses did, she was worried for her greatest friend and wanted it to work out…she was nervous about what the males would say. She hung her head, eyes watching the struggle Kosses was going through and not being able to help. With out a word she couldn't stand watching the out of place scared expression on Kosses face.)

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