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Date Posted: 01:44:47 12/27/02 Fri
Author: Kosses
Author Host/IP: cache-dm06.proxy.aol.com / 205.188.209.74
Subject: -*Startled as he set her on the ground*-
In reply to: Delusion 's message, "*He turned his eyes away from her.*>>>" on 01:17:55 12/27/02 Fri

-*She stared after him as though pleading him not to leave her alone. She felt the urge to call out after him, to run to him and take him for hers forever and ever. There was only one thing that stopped her from doing such...her pride. She bit her tounge trying to hold back the urge of calling him back...okay, maybe it asn't just her pride but that was a part of it. He felt horrible for all the others that 'thought' they loved her. What about Hadu? he would surely kill himself, and Ferdie? He said he would never love again until he met Kosses. His life was to be lonely forever if she chose some other. Alairic was demanding and she loved his as well, his gentle touch, he kind words. But Delusion, her trusted freind since she could remember. She loved them all, a different part of her heart was devoted to each. She was more afriad of hurting the others...Oh why was she cursed. She had another strong urge to call out for him...this was the second time he had turned to walk out of her life...

She seemed to have lost feeling in her body as she watched his back retreating. But as she forced her eyes downward the feeling came rushing back. She could now feel her teeth cutting through tounge. She could taste blood in her mouth now and she lean over and spit, revelaing blood. She looked back and saw that he was gone now....it must have been to late...there was nothing she could do.


She wiped blood from her chin with the back of her hand and curled into a ball. If she was going to be torn between so many, she might as well just be miserable herself. For that small price she would make four other happy nor sad. She would spend her life alone forever. It must have been fate. She could no longer cry, nor scream...she was stripped of all emotions. She lay curled and unhappy. She wanted to run for him or any of the males that would warm her heart, but none were at reach and they could never be. She knew what it was like to beunloved and she didn't want to fate anyone to that. It was over...


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