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Date Posted: 09:55:16 09/18/00 Mon
Author: Melodie
Subject: Things are bad and I'm mad!!!!

Well, as most of you know, I've been feeling worse for about a month, pretty much counting the days until my doctor's appointment. NOW THE JERK CANCELED ON ME AGAIN! (He canceled my first appointment; we showed up to find no one there; at least he had the courtesy to call this time! )
His flimsy excuse: he had an "emergency conference"; excuse me! How is a conference an emergency?! I've got a WORK IN appointment Thursday; so I get to wait for who knows how long for the honor to see him! Oh I'M MAD!!! I don't know if he's going to walk in and I'm going to punch him or persecute him! If I was there right now, he'd probably get both!

I'm seriously evaluating if I'm going to ask for my records on Thursday. What is it with this jerk? Does he have a vendetta against me?! I've had to wait for days everytime I've called his office and now he's not looking too good either! I should be put first, before a stupid conference! If it was an emergency, family or professional, I wouldn't like it but I would completely understand and not say a word to him, but this is ridiculous! I don't want to see him if he's going to cancel every appointment I make! I don't know if I can or want to forgive and forget this a second time.

We were going camping this week; I had an appointment Tues., then we were going to come home and pack and go. My mother has an appointment Wed., so now we will have to travel to little Rock (an hour from home, 1 1/2 from camp) or further every day through Thurs. with gas so high! We ought to demand he pay for it! Not to mention how much of our trip this will cut into and that I have class Thurs.!!

I want to send my blackbelt sister to beat the living she*t out of him! (while I watch)

Now on to the other problem, my cousin, who was in treatment for crack cocaine, used drugs 3 days while he was at the hospital and made arrangements to have it waiting for him when he got home! His brother gave it to his mother when he found it in the driveway and his father kicked him out. (HE's been saying he knew it was wrong, wanted help, was going to beat it, etc, lies! He planned the very day he came home to get it!

My mother, sister and I went to talk to him about it; we told him that he was hurting his family (his mother is diabetic, doesn't take care of herself as it is and hasn't stopped crying since he got kicked out. He'd stolen a lot from them to get his drugs before they put him in treatment; his dad was not going to put up with it. She wasn't supposed to live this .long already and has been told before, in the ICU that the doc had never seen someone's pH so low and them live. She and my uncle have been fighting some for years but have stuck together in marriage; I fear this will spilt them apart for good! My aunt lets her son come home when my uncles gone. He's There's no telling what's it's doing to his brother. It hurts me and my family too; I feel like his sister. We've always been so close; we told him to call us when he's feeling weak and lots of other things though I don't know if any of it did any good.)

More stress headed my way! This just really sucks! (sorry)

Please pray for me (in dealing with my cousin and the doc) and family, especially his mother. I'm feeling a lot worse now! It's not helping my anger either (although I've been getting worse I KNOW this is not helping!)

Melodie

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