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Date Posted: 07:37:50 10/23/02 Wed
Author: Nikolai
Subject: (He entered the apartment the same way he did every night....)

(.....Quietly. Only this night, he wasnt carrying something for her, a flower or something silly to show affection. Tonight, he was brooding. His reunity with Tay had put him off, and fighting with Skye hadnt helped. He'd never quite stopped feeling like a failure to her, and never stopped wondering about the child that should have been his. After seeing Skye pregnant, he'd desperately and foolishly wanted to see Fyre pregnant, to know that child was his - and he knew with Fyre the child would be safe. He wanted it with her, her alone. . if only she wanted it too.)

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She was cuddled on the couch, sipping on tea and watching previews for 8 mile. Secretly, she was in love with eminem. Everyone was entitled to their celibrity crush right? Maybe she'd meet him at the grammy's someday.... Her eyes lifted as she heard the door. "Nikolai?" (NT) -- Fyre, 07:42:27 10/23/02 Wed
(His demeaner changed slightly, he loved coming home to her, she was his pride. Slipping off his lugz, he smiled.) Yeah. (He hung his leather jacket up and padded into the living room, wearing faded denims and a soft black sweater - not an easy look to pull off. He looked worn out, different than the past weeks restless Niko that had been pacing all over the apartment bored.) (NT) -- Niko, 07:51:06 10/23/02 Wed
Shifting under the covers so that she could watch him, easy blue eyes smiled up at him. "Rough day baby? You look tired...." (NT) -- Fyre, 07:55:50 10/23/02 Wed
(He smirked.) How'd you guess, angel? (He went into the kitchen for a couple beers, and joined her on the couch, offering her one of the bottles.) (NT) -- Niko, 08:05:30 10/23/02 Wed
She smiled, taking the beer with a murmured thanks as she set aside her tea. "Whats up?" (NT) -- Fyre, 08:07:10 10/23/02 Wed
(He rolled his eyes.) Traded fireballs with the ex. (NT) -- Niko, 08:10:54 10/23/02 Wed
Her mouth formed a silent 'O', her eyes on him as she sipped on her beer after cracking it open. "Sounds....stimulating." (NT) -- Fyre, 08:12:07 10/23/02 Wed
(He laughed.) Fighting with you is stimulating Fyre. Fighting with her is... (He groaned.) (NT) -- Niko, 08:15:00 10/23/02 Wed
She laughed lightly, tilting her head. "We don't fight, we discuss loudly." (NT) -- Fyre, 08:18:40 10/23/02 Wed
(He grinned, kissing her cheek when she tilted her head.) Then we make up loudly.. (NT) -- Niko, 08:20:43 10/23/02 Wed
She smiled tenderly, lovingly. "That we do..." She grinned, leaning forward to give him a kiss hello, albeit a little after his arrival. (NT) -- Fyre, 08:25:49 10/23/02 Wed
(He didnt mind, a kiss was a kiss, he loved them all. Smiling, he tucked her hair behind her ear... How did you bring up a baby?) (NT) -- Niko, 08:26:53 10/23/02 Wed
She smiled, cuddling close to him after a moment, turning her gaze back to Eminem. (NT) -- Fyre, 08:29:34 10/23/02 Wed
(He followed her gaze, furrowed his brow, and clicked off the tv with the remote.) (NT) -- Niko, 08:30:45 10/23/02 Wed
"That wasn't nice." She looked up at him, sticking out her tongue. (NT) -- Fyre, 08:31:39 10/23/02 Wed
(He smirked) He's ugly anyways. (He remarked.) Besides, I want attention. (NT) -- Niko, 08:32:29 10/23/02 Wed
She laughed lightly, her eyes moving to him. "Oh, attention huh?" (NT) -- Fyre, 08:36:31 10/23/02 Wed
(He nodded.) I got called nasty names by a prenant woman. (NT) -- Niko, 08:39:14 10/23/02 Wed
She smirked slowly, her eyes on him. "I've heard they can be rather nasty at times, those pregnant women." (NT) -- Fyre, 08:43:32 10/23/02 Wed
Skye's nasty without being pregnant. She said I was horrible in bed. (NT) -- Niko, 08:45:02 10/23/02 Wed
She kissed his cheek, picking up his hand in hers. "Well, thats just a out and out lie and we all know that." (NT) -- Fyre, 08:49:14 10/23/02 Wed
(He smirked, it was nice haveing someone on your side.. ) Damn straight.. (He winked playfully, squeezing her hand gently.) You wont be nasty when your pregnant will you? (Bingo.. ) (NT) -- Niko, 08:51:24 10/23/02 Wed
She laughed, shaking her head. "No, I'll try and be nice." She rolled her eyes, poking him in the chest. "But I am always nice, right?" (NT) -- Fyre, 08:55:30 10/23/02 Wed
(He nodded.. ) Very nice. (He tilted his head.) So you arent against us having kids? (NT) -- Niko, 08:56:23 10/23/02 Wed
Well, that served to stop her right in her tracks. "Well..I..uh...I guess not..." Her brow furrowed, completely taken back by the question. (NT) -- Fyre, 08:58:24 10/23/02 Wed
(He smiled.) Good, cause I think its about time we had a baby together. (NT) -- Niko, 09:00:01 10/23/02 Wed
Her mouth dropped open, her eyes on him shocked. "'What? Are you serious?" (NT) -- Fyre, 09:01:35 10/23/02 Wed
(His brows arched, like a kid caught with his arm in the cookie jar.) Well... yeah.. (NT) -- Niko, 09:02:24 10/23/02 Wed
She cleared her throat, running a hand over her head. "Why? I mean, why now?" (NT) -- Fyre, 09:07:09 10/23/02 Wed
(He frowned.) I dont know, I think I just want what Skye and Jagger have for us.. without all the fighting I mean. (He smirked.. ) I missed out on have a child, and I didnt realize at the time what it could mean, until I saw her pregnant, and wondered what it would be like to see you pregnant.. (NT) -- Niko, 09:09:53 10/23/02 Wed
Her hand played in his, fingers caressing his knuckles as her brow furrowed. "Sky and Jag...their married though Niko, all secure..and that stuff..." (NT) -- Fyre, 09:13:16 10/23/02 Wed
(He nodded.) I'm not going anywhere Fyre. You've got me forever. (He sighed gently, looking at their hands.) (NT) -- Niko, 09:14:17 10/23/02 Wed
She frowned, looking away from him. "You say that, but you don't know it. You thought you and Skye would be together forever, remember? And look what happened there." She was afraid, she didn't want to be a single mother. (NT) -- Fyre, 09:16:39 10/23/02 Wed
(He shook his head.) I didnt love her like I love you Fyre. There wasnt so much there. (He looked confused.. where did he lose this battle?) (NT) -- Niko, 09:19:18 10/23/02 Wed
"But you don't know for sure Niko!" She shook her head. "I don't want to be a single mom...." (NT) -- Fyre, 09:24:29 10/23/02 Wed
(He looked shocked.) You think I would do that to you? (He shook his head.) Wow, Fyre.. (NT) -- Niko, 09:25:31 10/23/02 Wed
She sighed softly, she was handling this horribly, but he'd sprung it on her so quickly... "Look...Niko..." She paused for a long moment, trying to gather her thoughts. "I love you, more then anything...." She cleared her throat. "But both of us know the importance of a family, a real one...not one's like ours.." They were both adopted, family had a bad meaning to them in a way. "And with both our careers the way they are...." (NT) -- Fyre, 09:27:56 10/23/02 Wed
(He sighed.) I think this would be a good step in solidifying what we have. I of all people wouldnt abandon my own child. I wouldnt abandon you either Fyre - you're the best thing I have. (NT) -- Niko, 09:29:41 10/23/02 Wed
"Your career doesn't make much room for a baby, and neither does mine...no one wants a cd cover with a huge pregnant woman on it." As much as he didn't want to acknowledge, sex appeal was a majority of her..appeal. (NT) -- Fyre, 09:35:19 10/23/02 Wed
(He shrugged.) We'll make room. Lots of singers have kids.. look at Madonna. (He nodded,proud of himself.) (NT) -- Niko, 09:36:09 10/23/02 Wed
"Madonna was already huge and famous Niko..." She sighed, her brow furrowing. "Our baby wouldn't even have your last name." (NT) -- Fyre, 09:39:52 10/23/02 Wed
(He arched a brow, more than a little agitated. Silent for a long moment, he stared at the window, not upset, just thinking.. ) (NT) -- Niko, 08:09:07 10/24/02 Thu
She sighed softly, looking away, just as agitated, this was just all so sudden, she didn't know what to make of it. (NT) -- Fyre, 08:10:26 10/24/02 Thu
(He did something that pissed his dad off, he smiled and got up like nothing was wrong. Picking up his beer, he turned.) Want another beer? (NT) -- Niko, 08:13:45 10/24/02 Thu
Her brow furrowed, it drove her crazy too. "No thanks." She got up too, heading into the other room to go out the balcony. (NT) -- Fyre, 08:16:37 10/24/02 Thu
(He got one for himself, opened it and drank half of it. Setting the bottle down, he walked out behind her, slid his arms around her and kissed her cheek.) I only want to make you happy. (NT) -- Niko, 08:20:58 10/24/02 Thu
"I know...and I want you to be happy too...more then anything." She leaned back into his embrace, keeping his arms around her for warmth and security. (NT) -- Fyre, 08:22:58 10/24/02 Thu
(He smiled gently.) We dont have to rush things.. I just thought it would be nice to share that kind of bond. (NT) -- Niko, 08:26:17 10/24/02 Thu
She nodded again, her eyes thoughtful, not speaking for a long moment. A lot of thoughts were going through her head. She already had the contract, there was nothing about not having kids in it, so they couldn't retract it...and as horrible as it sounded..if they had a baby...she'd never lose Niko. (NT) -- Fyre, 08:28:00 10/24/02 Thu
(He just wanted to know that he had made himself a part of her - that she loved him enough to let him do that.. to take nine months of her life to create something that was purely their love. . . he'd grown to find that love and parenting were something to be valued.. he and Fyre could offer it.) (NT) -- niko, 08:31:31 10/24/02 Thu
She turned around to face him, her hands trailing down his cheeks slowly, her eyes thoughtful - loving. (NT) -- Fyre, 08:33:02 10/24/02 Thu
(He returned the gaze, smiled alittle under scruntiny.) What are you thinking, love? (NT) -- niko, 08:43:57 10/24/02 Thu
She looked at him for a second longer before she spoke. "Will you still love me if I am a little mean?" (NT) -- Fyre, 08:46:27 10/24/02 Thu
(He smiled.) Like the day I laid eyes on you. (NT) -- Niko, 08:50:38 10/24/02 Thu
She smiled somewhat shyly. "Cuz I've heard pregnant women can be pretty nasty you know..." (NT) -- Fyre, 08:51:47 10/24/02 Thu
(He kissed her once, softly.) Not so much when they have someone around who really really cares... (NT) -- Niko, 08:54:55 10/24/02 Thu
She smiled softly, kissing his cheek as she murmured. "I'll have your baby..." (NT) -- Fyre, 08:57:39 10/24/02 Thu
(He was a mix of joy and love and lust.. all at once, and his eyes met hers just before his lips did. He held her to him lovingly.) I wouldnt have it any other way.. (NT) -- Niko, 08:59:36 10/24/02 Thu
She smiled lovingly, kissing him fully as her arms went around him tightly. "Love you..." (NT) -- Fyre, 09:02:35 10/24/02 Thu
With every breath. (He smiled, lopsidedly. . her comment earlier about the baby not having his name had left him thinking, but that would have to wait a while.. until he wasnt so worried.) (NT) -- Niko, 09:04:32 10/24/02 Thu
She smiled, kissing him softly once more. "Wow...I can't believe we are actually going to do this..." (NT) -- Fyre, 09:06:38 10/24/02 Thu
(He smiled softly, kept his forehead touching hers.) I'm excited and nervous all at once.. (NT) -- Niko, 09:13:38 10/24/02 Thu
She smiled in return, her arms staying around him. "I know..me too...." (NT) -- Fyre, 09:14:46 10/24/02 Thu
(He nuzzled her neck.) Let's go back into theliving room. (NT) -- Niko, 09:16:05 10/24/02 Thu
She nodded, slipping her hand into his, squeezing softly as she let him lead her... (NT) -- Fyre, 09:18:01 10/24/02 Thu
(The windows in the apartment were open to the slightly chilly air, and he led her to the couch and its blankets. Mainly he just wanted to be close to her, and blankets were a great way to do it.) (NT) -- Niko, 09:19:16 10/24/02 Thu
She cuddled onto the couch, waiting for him expectantly, her mind wandering. (NT) -- Fyre, 09:21:19 10/24/02 Thu
(He sat down and pulled her into his lap, curling the blanket around them comfortable. His lips played at her neck for a moment before he handed her the remote.) Eminem might still be on.. (He smiled.) (NT) -- Niko, 09:22:51 10/24/02 Thu
She laughed lightly, setting the remote down on the table without turning the tv on. "If I remember correctly, someone wanted attention." (NT) -- Fyre, 09:25:27 10/24/02 Thu
(He grinned.) And I got my attention. . (He was being coy, playing around, his bad mood erased.) (NT) -- niko, 09:28:03 10/24/02 Thu
She grinned, just as playful. "Well in that case, I guess it's eminem time." (NT) -- Fyre, 09:30:16 10/24/02 Thu
(He stole the remote.) Now that you mention it.. I do think I could use a little more attention.. (NT) -- Niko, 09:32:05 10/24/02 Thu
She grinned, kissing him deeply after a moment, losing herself for a minute before she drew back. "There ya go..." (NT) -- Fyre, 09:33:14 10/24/02 Thu
(He sighed, trailing his fingers down her cheek.. ) Keep that up, and you might get the attention.. (NT) -- Niko, 09:36:48 10/24/02 Thu