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Date Posted: 13:58:08 12/31/02 Tue
Author: Lance
Subject: Your death weighs heavy on my heart as the hour comes closer. One year ago...
In reply to: Lance 's message, "It's been almost a year. I think about you a lot and miss you." on 04:51:47 12/17/02 Tue


I dont want to post this on my own board, everyones happy, celebrating the New Year. I'm goin out later and celebrate too...

So I don't want to make anyone feel sad. You wouldn't want anyone to feel sad either.

I was watching this movie Minority Report, the one with Tom Cruise. In it, they could see a crime before it happened and prevent it. I was thinking, as I have so many times before...if only I had known...if only this...if only that...

and not just you...so many others.

...if only...

Sometimes I think that everything happens for a reason because its comforting to think that there is some great big master plan, but sometimes I think its all just chaos..random and it makes no sense. and I wonder WHY?

why?

i dont understand...

I don't know if it is fate or is it choice? Is it the way things were meant to be or do people just mess up sometimes?

I don't know...

sometimes i wonder if I had just done one little thing different, things would have turned out so different.

not that I think anyone is to blame for anything... i dont blame anyone....you're not to blame for an accident...no one is to blame...no one can control who lives...who dies

but I think about it sometimes and wonder...

so many 'if onlys' and I think about you, think about all of you...so many...

and so life goes on. I get older...would you even know me now? but i will remember you.



It was only one hour ago
It was all so different then
Nothing yet has really sunk in

...
I grieve...... for you
You leave....... me
So hard to move on
Still loving what’s gone
They say life carries on
Carries on and on and on and on

I grieve....... for you
You leave....... me
Let it out and move on
Missing what’s gone
They say life carries on
They say life carries on and on and on

Just the car that we ride in
The home we reside in
The face that we hide in
The way we are tied in
As life carries on and on and on and on
Life carries on and on and on

Did I dream this belief
or did I believe this dream?
Now I will find relief
I grieve...sometimes..

a smile,
a hug,
I remember you.
:*)


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  • One year, and there are few days I don't think of you. I miss you Justy. (NT) -- Alie, 07:40:40 01/01/03 Wed
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