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Date Posted: 13:24:23 01/15/04 Thu
Author: janelle
Author Host/IP: 152.163.252.226
Subject: TH!NK G33K !!!!
In reply to: Shay 's message, "Chelley" on 07:05:02 01/15/04 Thu

Thinkgeek.com!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I've had a secret obsession with that place and the people who frequent it for a long time. But, since I am not smart enough to actually understand half of the shirts, I have kept quiet about it. :D My goal is to one day be smart enough to understand everything there, and buy it, and wear it! The WTF? shirt is my favorite so far haha. ;P

Michael sounds like ... "a PBS mind in an MTV world" :D (from a blinkie) I am excited for you!! And jealous lol!

:[ Sorry about Kris. Steven was telling me he was baffled because he IMed you and asked how the horses were, and you said "Broken." =[ Poor Krisaad. A lady on my Meals on Wheels route has a fractured bone in her foot, it was that way for three months before the doctors found it.

Do you want me to reply on the board or e-mail you? Hm.

I have been doing awful lately but I'll be okay. Mom bought me a tank of gas which is good. I can drive on back roads (country roads like the one I live on) as practice. I don't think I'lever get my license. I wish minors could rent hotel rooms ... I would just disapear for a week or two, away from everyone. Eh, no I wouldn't, I don't like to spend money. Mom is only buying gas for me for 30 days. !! :X If I don't have a job by then, my Christmas money will drain ...

I met a cool cat at the hardware store (where we get horse feed). He his big, kinda chubby (not FAT but very BIG), furry, dark tabby, very very friendly. His name is Simeon.

Uhh .. I ate a hot dog today with chili, mustard, and onions. It was only $0.50

Steven is very up and down, rapid mood swings, little things set him off, starving for reassurance ... it takes so much just to keep up with his emotional rollercoaster, and then all of the reassurance he needs ... and I am already down, then listening to him lament about how depressed he is that he can't help me, how terrible he is ... I do not want to break up with him. I think he is wonderful. I care about him and he makes me feel alive. =] But I needed a breathing period. A week without him to refocus and get myself together.

-_-

Bad idea.

dashboardfan1201 [4:02 PM]: i can barely handle a day [away from you]
dashboardfan1201 [4:02 PM]: you dont even care what i need or want
dashboardfan1201 [4:02 PM]: you just care about yourself
dashboardfan1201 [4:02 PM]: and your selfish desires to get away from me
dashboardfan1201 [4:02 PM]: so ill leave
dashboardfan1201 [4:03 PM]: goodbye im through with this
dashboardfan1201 [4:03 PM]: im sick of living
dashboardfan1201 [4:03 PM]: you were my only hope
dashboardfan1201 [4:03 PM]: and now you want to be done with me
dashboardfan1201 [4:03 PM]: you cant even give me another chance
dashboardfan1201 [4:03 PM]: i make you so misserable
dashboardfan1201 [4:03 PM]: all i do is fuck things up

dashboardfan1201 [4:05 PM]: i cant live without you anyway
dashboardfan1201 [4:06 PM]: im weak and i feel like crying
dashboardfan1201 [4:06 PM]: and yet you still dont care
dashboardfan1201 [4:06 PM]: what kind of person are you?
dashboardfan1201 [4:06 PM]: god fuck
dashboardfan1201 [4:06 PM]: fuck you!
dashboardfan1201 [4:07 PM]: why are you doing this to me?
dashboardfan1201 [4:07 PM]: why?
dashboardfan1201 [4:07 PM]: eh bitch?
dashboardfan1201 [4:07 PM]: what the fuck is your problem
dashboardfan1201 [4:08 PM]: come on!
dashboardfan1201 [4:08 PM]: answer me
dashboardfan1201 [4:08 PM]: atleast do me that
dashboardfan1201 [4:08 PM]: you dont love me
dashboardfan1201 [4:08 PM]: stop lying
dashboardfan1201 [4:08 PM]: you want to leave me
dashboardfan1201 [4:08 PM]: your quite fine without me
dashboardfan1201 [4:09 PM]: WOULD YOU PLEASE FUCKING TELL ME!
Of Color Bright [4:09 PM]: tell you what?
dashboardfan1201 [4:10 PM]: why you hate me why you want to leave why you dont care anymore
dashboardfan1201 [4:10 PM]: why you want me to die?
dashboardfan1201 [4:10 PM]: why everything why all of this
dashboardfan1201 [4:10 PM]: in my hour of need
dashboardfan1201 [4:10 PM]: i need you
dashboardfan1201 [4:10 PM]: and you leave me
dashboardfan1201 [4:10 PM]: am i expected to think that you care?
dashboardfan1201 [4:10 PM]: and that you love me?
Of Color Bright [4:11 PM]: i do love you.. i do care..
dashboardfan1201 [4:11 PM]: how can you even say that?
dashboardfan1201 [4:11 PM]: can you even stand yourself?
dashboardfan1201 [4:11 PM]: do you know how awful i feel
dashboardfan1201 [4:11 PM]: i cant even cry
dashboardfan1201 [4:11 PM]: im shaking and thats it
dashboardfan1201 [4:12 PM]: whatever i dont expect you to care
Of Color Bright [4:12 PM]: !! *hug* I won't leave darling.
dashboardfan1201 [4:12 PM]: shut up
dashboardfan1201 [4:12 PM]: *shoves her away*
dashboardfan1201 [4:12 PM]: i wont leave darling *mocks* its a bunch of bullshit
dashboardfan1201 [4:13 PM]: i make a big deal out of it and you just say "i wont leave darling"
dashboardfan1201 [4:13 PM]: im so irritated with myself im not even sure why im still talking to you
dashboardfan1201 [4:14 PM]: you dont care about anything except your break
dashboardfan1201 [4:14 PM]: god janelle i love you
dashboardfan1201 [4:14 PM]: i dont know what else to say
Of Color Bright [4:15 PM]: I love you too.
dashboardfan1201 [4:15 PM]: i cant please you no matter what
dashboardfan1201 [4:15 PM]: i feel awful about everything i do
dashboardfan1201 [4:16 PM]: i feel awful to see you
dashboardfan1201 [4:16 PM]: everything ive said and done to you
dashboardfan1201 [4:17 PM]: i care so much
dashboardfan1201 [4:17 PM]: god i dont want to break up
Of Color Bright [4:17 PM]: Neither do I!
dashboardfan1201 [4:17 PM]: .. :'[
dashboardfan1201 [4:18 PM]: you just want to get away from me
dashboardfan1201 [4:18 PM]: thats all..
dashboardfan1201 [4:18 PM]: im not going to be able to do anything
dashboardfan1201 [4:18 PM]: o and thanks for all your help
Of Color Bright [4:18 PM]: ?
dashboardfan1201 [4:18 PM]: and i want my fuckin book back now bitch!
Of Color Bright [4:19 PM]: ???
dashboardfan1201 [4:20 PM]: i need everything i gave you back
dashboardfan1201 [4:20 PM]: except the ring
dashboardfan1201 [4:20 PM]: i told you that you could have that
dashboardfan1201 [4:20 PM]: i cant deal with being apart from you
dashboardfan1201 [4:20 PM]: i cant handle myself
dashboardfan1201 [4:21 PM]: and i cant deal with you being so depressed and misserable

*wobbles off the roller coaster*

Lol can you imagine that I ever thought this relationship was boring?

I ... *blink blink blink*

*collapses*

Yep, and that pretty much sums it up! Love ya,

--janelle

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