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Subject: Hole In My Heart (poem)

Author:
Chipmunk

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Date Posted: 09:26:48 03/10/02 Sun

this is my most recient poem that i'd thought i'd try here. Another one will probably be coming shortly i think. there are several other poems that are connected and led up to this one if you'd like to visit my site to read them at www.geocities.com/nerf_nerf02
for now though, here is Hole In My Heart

I never wanted it to happen
But I had a feeling this was coming
You are mad at me
Refuse to talk to me
And now I'm empty inside.

That mysterious hole inside of me
That disappears after time seems to heal
But it always seems to come back
When something like this finds it
And tears it even bigger

I told you the truth
And now you're mad at me
I meant no harm
And felt you should know
But I think I might have been better off
Just keeping my mouth closed.

I never wanted it to happen
But I had a feeling this was coming
You are mad at me
And refuse to talk to me
Now I'm empty inside.

I tried talking to you
You came straight out and told me,
You want to ignore this
But if you keep ignoring it
It will grow worse
I know from experience
Please don't do this

I never wanted it to happen
But I had a feeling this was coming
You are mad at me
Refuse to talk to me
And now I'm empty inside.

A wise friend once told me I had three options in a friendship
That was doomed to go bad
1. Do you try to talk to her
And figure out what it really is that she wants?
2. Do you just say fuck this shit,
I'm through?
3. Do you just totally ignore the entire thing,
As if it never happened?
If I do recall
That wise friend told me
The first option
Was the one I should use
Since the other two wouldn't work in the long run

I never wanted it to happen
But I had a feeling this was coming
You are mad at me
And refuse to talk to me
Now I'm empty inside.

Knowing you want to ignore this whole thing
Hurts me even more
You never let me get away with that
But now you ignore

I never wanted it to happen
But I had a feeling this was coming
You are mad at me
Refuse to talk to me
And now I'm empty inside.

Crying inside
Watching you walk by
Collapsing to a pile of tears
Shaking uncontrollably
Because only one thing matters to you
What I wanted to say
But someone else did instead

I never wanted it to happen
But I had a feeling this was coming
You are mad at me
And refuse to talk to me
Now I'm empty inside
And have probably lost
The best friend I've always wanted

Copyright � 2002, Chipmunk (Kim)

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