| Subject: SOULMATES APART |
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IRIS
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Date Posted: 05:31:51 05/16/03 Fri
DEAR GODDESS,
THANK YOU VERY MUCH FOR THE INSIGHT OF YOUR SITE. I WOULD BE MUCH GRATEFUL IF I COULD HAVE YOUR INSIGHT ON A PERSONAL MATTER.
OVER THE PAST YEAR I AM INVOLVED WITH A VERY KIND AND LOVING MAN.
ALTHOUGH WE HAVE A DIFFERENT BACKGROUND (HE IS THE KIND, HARD WORKING, RESPONSIBLE, PURE-HEART TYPE, WHEREAS I AM THE METAPHYSICAL, HUMANITARIAN, CREATIVE TYPE.)
I STRONGLY FEEL THAT WE ARE SOULMATES, DUE TO THE INTENSE EMOTIONS AND PSYCHIC BONDS WE SHARE. WE HAVE MANAGED TO UNITE OUR TWO DIFFERENT WORLDS.
EVEN OUR NAMES ARE SIMILAR, COMING FROM MARS, THE ANCIENT GREEK GOD OF ENERGY AND COMBATS. MAYBE THIS MEANS WE HAVE TO STRUGGLE IN ADVERSE CIRCUMSTANCES.
THE CHALLENGE HERE IS HIS OBLIGATIONS TO HIS FAMILY, WHO LIVE IN A REMOTE, ALMOST PRIMITIVE AREA OF OUR COUNTRY. HE MUST JOIN THEM IN A FEW YEARS TIME, TO NURSE THEM AS THEY GROW OLD AND UNDERTAKE THEIR FARMING RESPONSIBILITIES !
I LOVE HIM SO DEARLY THAT I AM WILLING TO LEAVE THE (ARTISTIC/ACADEMIC) RECOGNITION OPPORTUNITIES IN THE CITY, FAMILY AND FRIENDS, JUST TO JOIN HIM THERE.
HOWEVER, HE DOES NOT BELIEVE I COULD COPE WITH THE SEMI-PRIMITIVE LIFESTYLE, DEPRIVED OF FAMILY AND FRIENDS, AND DOES NOT WISH TO LET ME TRY (POSSIBLY HIS FAMILY WOULD NOT APPRECIATE MY ACADEMIC QUALIFICATIONS AS LONG AS I CAN'T MILK A COW !!!).
HE FEELS HE HAS TO CHOOSE BETWEEN HIS FAMILY AND MYSELF, WHEREAS I CAN THINK OF A ZILLION WAYS AND COMPROMISES FM MY PART TO MAKE IT HAPPEN.
SO, WE ARE PRESENTLY ENJOYING A LOVING RELATIONSHIP, WITH THE FEAR (OR CERTAINTY) THAT 'LIFE' WILL SEPARATE US.
HE SAYS I WILL BE HIS ONLY LOVE, AND HE WILL RESIST THEIR EFFORTS TO COERSE HIM INTO A PRE-ARRANGED MARRIAGE.
HE SAYS IT WILL TAKE TIME BUT HE WILL MAKE HIS REVOLUTION AND ESCAPE. HE JUST NEEDS TIME.
I ASK HIM TO NEVER SEE ME AGAIN, AS IT IS KILLING ME (US) GETTING CLOSER AND CLOSER, SINCE OUR PARTING SEEMS UNAVOIDABLE. HE DOES NOT WANT THIS, AS I AM HIS ONLY LOVE. HE NEEDS TIME.
SO I JUST FOLLOW MY HEART, OCCASIONALLY GIVING HIM A HARD TIME WITH OUTBURSTS OF ANGER DUE TO FEELINGS OF REJECTION, JEALOUSY AND INADEQUACY.
WHEN I FEEL STRONG AND CALM, I TELL MYSELF THAT PURSUING MY METAPHYSICAL & ARTISTIC INTERESTS WILL HELP ME BECOME MORE CENTERED AND WILL GIVE ME THE STRENGTH TO SEE HIM GO.
MAYBE THIS WILL HELP ME KEEP MY SANITY AND SELF ESTEEM, AND WILL EVENTUALLY BRING HIM BACK (IN MANY YEARS TIME) WHEN HE IS READY.
PLEASE ADVISE.
LOVE, IRIS XXXX
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