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Subject: Re: Nice knowing ya


Author:
Moonchild
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Date Posted: 13:37:09 01/20/02 Sun
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In reply to: Loki 's message, "Nice knowing ya" on 03:36:02 01/20/02 Sun

Loki dear, are you serious or are you trying to be funny? If you are thinking of suicide again, forget it. Don't you do it or I'm going to too. Don't mess with this, I've been suicidal for years and have tried 4 times and failed, like you will because your will to live is stronger than your will to die. I know what I'm talking about. Don't piss me off. You are special in every way and I know it from my special in every way place. Don't you dare! I know you are troubled because you are so great at writing depressing shit but that depressing shit can be turned around to some beautiful happy shit just as good if not better in your writing. You once said in your poem, "Why Can't I Write Happy Poetry" and it's because you THINK you can't. It's mental. YOU CAN!!!!! If you can write depressing poems so good and feel so depressed then that's proof that you can write happy poems so good and feel happy inside to on the other side of things. If you have the one side then the other has to be there. I just know. Seems like you are fighting the demon called fear just like I am and it's extremely hard to turn it around to the other happy side but we can!!!! If your a teenager, screw it, teenager years do not mean shit. their pointless. Just be strong enough to pull your shit though it cause it will be worth it when you get into the important stuff. Hey if I got through it with paranoia you wouldn't believe I have no doubt in my mind that you can to. Alright I'll leave you alone with this now. It's just I know what your going through and I care. Just don't do it. Fight that demon with your will of God's. It's more powerful than anything imaginable.



>I’m alone empty and afraid of everything
>Inside my heart there resides nothing
>All the emotions have withered into hate
>Anger rising at an ever increasing pace
>
>Nothing is everything to something like me
>Locked away love and gave her the key
>Then she walked away and never returned
>The agony of that loss festered and burned
>
>I am not aware of what I’m writing right now
>And as Bart Simpson said don’t have a cow
>It’s just teenage nonsense that can be ignored
>And as people read this I know there now bored
>
>But I don’t really care because this is it you see
>This is the last stupid poem that is being mangled by
>me
>My emotions are gone along with my brain
>And I’m quite legally unbalanced and insane
>
>It’s okay I don’t really care I’ll realized I’m not a
>poet
>So everyone can shut up I’m putting a stop to it
>All my complaining about my life family and friends
>This stupid poem, this dumb poem is my means to an ends
>
>Loki, well it was grand but I think my "poetic career"
>if you can even call it that is over. See you in the
>next life.

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