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Author: irish [pagan] |
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Date Posted: 01:52:26 05/18/06 Thu Sometimes, when I’m alone, I count the dots on the ceiling in the morning trying to go back to sleep, or just forget that you are gone. Some days I’ll stand by a window and gaze out at the world. Wondering why things were so terrible, and why God decided to take you away from me. You were my best friend, my soul mate, the person I cared for most. I guess I could have never filled the void in your soul where your joy used to be, but I tried my best to make you happy for a little while. Try as I might I could never have taken your pain away. When you went away I was still so weak, and I always felt that you wanted me to be strong. If not for you, then for me. Lately I’ve grown so weary of being strong all the time. Sometimes I need a shoulder to cry on, and yours is gone. I remember that you told me that you would look over me, and that we would be together again someday. I hope you were right. So if you could say a little prayer for me on the days that I think about you, and especially on the days I don’t want to. You know it’s been almost five years since you left, since I could look at your face, since I’ve felt your touch. Five years since I’ve had a chance to be weak, had a chance to fall apart. Would it be alright for me to cry now? There are times I wish we had never met so I would not have to feel this pain, but the joy you showed me in those short months that I knew you was enough to make the pain feel insignificant in comparison. [ Next Thread | Previous Thread | Next Message | Previous Message ] |