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] Date Posted:04/ 7/08 1:41am In reply to:
Tracey
's message, "Re: Baby Jordan" on 04/ 2/08 3:23pm
Thanks so much for all your encouragement. Yes, he won't even speak to me. I tried to call him at his job and he made it seem like I was harassing him, so I stopped trying. I tried so hard to keep in mind that he already has a family so I'm trying to respect that I guess, but I feel a little cheated. I don't really know what his wife knows. He has cut all communication with me. But, it's okay for now I guess. It's hard sometimes. I just can't waste anymore time stressing out about him(the father). I finally came to that conclusion. I really want to be focussed so I can take care of Jordan.
Date Posted:04/27/08 7:58pm
Tracey, do you know any good centers in my area that can help me. I am so depressed again. I love my baby and don't know what to do. I have friends helping out sometimes. I don't feel I'm a good mom for being sad so much. Honestly I don't know if the depression ever left and I was trying to be strong for Jordan. People tell me it will get better just give it time. I'm sorry for rambling on and on. I just needed an outlet tonight. I finally got Jordan to sleep tonight. I think the hardest thing for me is when I see his dad. I only see him now in passing on the highway, but it is still hard some times. One day he was even parked outside of the drug store when I came out, but he wouldn't speak to me. He just watched me. Another time I saw him drive up to my house and then he turned around. I really don't think he wants to hurt me. A friend said that he is just scared and to give him a little more time, he will probably come around and do the right thing. Do you think he wants to see his son? I've stopped calling him because he would never return my calls. I try not to think about it sometimes because it gets to be too much. I haven't forced child support on him yet, do you think I should? Given my situation and his, will that be more of a hassle for me?
