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Date Posted: 02:24:46 06/21/04 Mon
Author: amanda
Subject: will my ex give me another chance?

my ex boyfriend and i only dated for about 2 months. we both just got out of 2 and 1/2 year relationships. we both were unhappy with our relationships. My ex and i worked together before we started dating he was a bartender and i a waitress.i always thought he was good looking and so sweet, but i just thought he was to good for me. but his sister who also worked with us told him that i liked him and i found out he liked me to. we decided to get to know each other a little better so we would stay at work and play pool we were both very shy and nervouse. then we were going to go to a movie but his car broke down so then we went to his house and watched movies in his room. we just layed there looking into each others eyes, then finally i had enough courage to kiss him after we watched one whole movie. i never felt the way i did with any other guy. it was so perfect and he was so perfect. a few weeks later we were at my house and he told me he thought he was falling in love with me and i already knew i was in love with him. he was 19 and i 17, i never had sex before because i wanted to wait to find the right person. after one month i was convinced he was that person so we made love and it was everything i wanted. after a while i started getting confused and scared of getting hurt, i said so many hurtful things to my ex and i just drove him away. i didn't realize how much he meant to me and how much i needed him until he was gone. we tried to be friends but i once again said things i didn't mean and ended up hurting him.i started drinkingand then dropped out of school i hate myself more and more every day for what i did to him. i moved out of my mothers house and moved in with my dad. me and my ex went 4 or 5 months with out speaking, then he started coming to my work (a resturant) with some of his friends and we would play pool when i was done working. we started to become friends and we'd talk alot, but i knew he made himself get over me cause i hurt him. then me and my dad got into a fight and i moved out and fred and his sister said i could move in with them. so i did and me and my ex became good friends, we play basketball and hang out almost everyday. then our 2 other friends like me and want to date me but told my ex i didn't want to be in another relationship. he talked to the guys and they understood. i tried so hard to make my ex think i was over him. neither of us dated in the 7 months we were apart so he told me that since we didn't have feelings for each other anymore we should be friends with benifits. i agreed so the past 2 weeks we have been having meaningless sex but there were three rules , no feelings for one another, use protection, and the main rule is no kissing. however the other night my ex, one of our other friends and i were having a bon fire and drinking neither of us were drunk but i have been so depressed lately that i decided to try smoking pot the one thing i swore i would never do next to smoking cigerrettes. i never got i high but i was very emotional so i was asking my ex a bunch of questions. one question was if i hurt him and he said i hurt him worse than any other girl cause he thought i was the one. he said he wanted me to get over him cause i deserved better. then our friend left and him and i were alone sitting by the fire. i was sitting on the ground next to him and he was in a lawn chair. he grabbed me and sat me on his lap, he just sat there rubbing my stomach. then we started fooling around and then went in the house, while we were fooling around in the house he started to kiss me. i'm so confused cause he said that we can't kiss. then we went back to the other house where we sleep. i asked him if he wanted to watch a movie in my room and he said yes. he slept in my room and then we got up and i was invited to go out to eat with his family for fathers day. they all like me a lot and want him and i to get back to gether. we never said anything about the other night about him kissing me. i don't know what to think or what to do!?

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