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Subject: 17-02-02 Sun

Author:
Milk

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Date Posted: 21:23:39 02/16/02 Sat

今日心情仍是這樣,諗番起以前既自己,以前我好鐘意匿係屋企,唔係,係留係屋企,好鐘意自己一個嗰種感覺,好舒服,無拘無束,以前既我即使自己一個,都好開心,好滿足、陶醉自我空間...

不過,完來不經不覺我已經改變咗,呢一刻我係咁諗,但事實又係唔係呢,我又唔識講,我覺得而家自己個個感覺好冷,好驚,雖然自己有好多野想做,但係拎到出黎又唔係個回事,到最後都係走左去訓覺,個原動力唔知去左邊,只係知道個腦唔係跟住隻眼睇,心不在焉...不知就裏我可能耗了好多時間...不過,訓覺又唔錯,雖然係好似消極左少少,好似搵藉口逃避一切,唔去諗任何野,我又覺得唔錯,真係冇咁多煩惱,個空間好靜,當自己真係訓著左既時候,好似同你好近,話唔定就係同左你一齊呢?

而我話我自覺同以前冇唔同既係,目前既我仍然係好早返屋企既傻瓜,好驚夜晚唔係屋企個種感覺,放工好想即刻返到屋企,雖然星期六放下晝,好想有人搵我出去玩,不過我自己到最後都係揀左返屋企,忠於自己,無改變...

我冇因為為左逃避,為左改變自己而改變,
自覺唔需要咁做
好固執,對否?
這就是我<--我下個目標係做到其他人既閒言閒語,我以等閒視之,對自己有信心,做得出既野,都係要最好...畀人鬧都要理直氣壯!因為我本身有固執條件,對自己有要求...我信我會做到!!
唔易畀人睇少~

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