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Date Posted: 17:57:13 04/22/03 Tue
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Fire
's message, "Re: ?Wut.Have.We.Got.Here¿" on 15:56:01 04/22/03 Tue
£..Femora child nods to the large creature before which she sat. she still thought about whether he was a worthy father, he sure didn't speak much, his actions were limited, no special way of speaking, no uniquness at all about him, no special way of designing his posts, no royal blood in him at all... she sighed. why must life be so harsh? all she wanted to be was a daughter, adopted or blood, of a royal family. someone like Karn, or Blaise, they are both worthy fathers. even temptress, commanche, and moment's notice would be a finer parent then a commoner who has no anxiety to be seen. sighing again, she lifts her elegant cranium to look into the animal's orbs. did he even know she didn't have a name? did he even care about how she felt? these new and angry questions blew around her head and finally out. of course he cared, but maybe he just didn't quite know how to express himself. so she decided to take all of her differant feelings and emotions and blurt them out onto him, to test his skills of a father. once more, she sighed. well, here goes..
Ok, Fire, this is how it goes. my father by blood always loved and cared about me. he took me on day trips and peaceful walks, taught me how to hunt,told me all about the history of Cascade Mountains, our home. but my mother only cared about my brother, and how to make him grown up. but it was never any paws-on activities, and soon my brother was a stiff. all he wanted to do was live and be prosper, like you, someone who just wants to live a life and be done. but not me, i wanted to see the world, i wanted to go on expeditions, chart undiscovered places, but most of all, i wanted to be apart of a real family, a royal family. cats like me who wanted to be known, or just wanted to do something great, which is how i feel. so my father and i left my mother and brother and took me half-way around the land. i saw horses and wolves, dragons and gryphons, and creatures beyond my imagination. but somewhere among the human land he was poached and his fur hung up to auction. i was heart-broken, horrified, tears couldn't explain how i felt, so they never came. i walked around in shock, for what seemed like ages, depression settled in, and i stumbled back onto the land of cats, my birth home. i was painfully reminded of my family, and decided i wanted a new one, a better one. so i came to the adoption terrain and spent sleepless nights here. eventually, you came upon me and i discovered you were nothing more than my brother, no offense. i so wanted someone differant to come about me, someone like Karn or Blaise... but it was you, and there was nothing i could do about it. i guess i just wanted you to be like my father, so we could live my dream together... but i think that my future is now clear, and destiny wants me to be a nobody, nothing more than a peasent. i supose i should let go of my dream and give up all hope of ever being noticed, or part of any royal family, or for landsake even having a name...
£..She looks sadly up at Fire, then lowered her head to look at the ground, silver ears drooped. now she'd done it. now she was a wussy who wanted to be a popular princess who's all glamour. the words didn't come out as she'd hoped they would. Fire probably thought all the opposite of her. but she faintly glanced at the bright side. if he abandoned her, maybe she would have a fresh chance with Karn or Blaise?? yes, that would work.. but nothing she has wished for yet has come true, knock on wood...
(shoo! that message was long!!*pets disembowled typing fingers* nahhh, that's ok if he dosen't have a mate, it might be too overwhelming! :) and, if u want any tips at talking, acting, posting, etc.."advancedly"*whatever that is :P* don't be afraid to ask. i'll give you a few headers! im a nice person!*gloats :P grins*)
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