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Subject: Useless Thoughts Author: §hade [ Next Thread | Previous Thread | Next Message | Previous Message ] Date Posted: 06:01:48 06/25/03 Wed it won't be beautiful in the begining nothing is , horrid is the way to show you care i like to watch the way you unralve at the days end shut down the way you hold your shell i miss the feel of your rough,prickly skin it let me know your real, more human than i could or ever can be in a cute and whinny way you sliped into my being and left me hangin, went out for some beer and never came back i don't really care if i ever see you again those are the things i tell myself when i want you so bad it hurts i wonder if you can hear me scream as the nightmares take over it never ends you know, your the reason women need love does what i say really even matter any more it stopped long ago did it even matter that you where the only one i told that i loved i never regret the chance, nor the fall i just wished some time, some way, you could see beyond my front the mucles i hide behind to fool the world, it won't brake me nothing ever has, what will you do when i crumble and never come back i walk out tomorrow to face a new day plaster on a smile and give the town the finger what the hell is wrong with being happy ? will it freak you out if i tell you that you where my muse self pity is a well, a time with out end how much of a six pack must you down to show me your self the being that you hide from all other view how much of a six pack must i consume to really even exist hours and hours till i don't know where you end and i begin the one i crawl to when i need human touch the one i knew from the begining would never be more than. we were spit out of the fish bowl after the first feeding i knew it was meant from the moment i saw you dealing fate for free three months 18 days 7 hours and 26 seconds thats the space i need till i can hope for you again sex machine, we never really talked only listened we still hide from your watchers almost four years later and the green of your eyes still brings me to my knees a bit older and a lot more used its more beautiful everytime i see you at night sometimes i drive by, i see in your windows and wonder what your life tastes like on those days when its really bad, i smell the scent of your sadness i remember you were ever to make it ethereal, delicate [ Next Thread | Previous Thread | Next Message | Previous Message ]

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Subject Author Date Re: Useless Thoughts light 07:24:28 06/25/03 Wed Re: Useless Thoughts Myth 18:19:14 06/26/03 Thu