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Subject: Fu**ed up Mentality


Author:
Myth
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Date Posted: 09:48:55 04/09/02 Tue

salty tears running down my cheeck
stoping at the tip of my chin
waiting to fall a great distance just to feel the sudden impact
the impact which will shatter it into thousand pieces
never to be put back together again
to fade away with no recognition of existance
to always be forgotten

so why do i feel like those tears?
what do i keep doing to myself?
striving for nothing more then happyness
a continuous failure
low self esteem due to circumstances
as if i were stuck in a maze without a map
never knowing what to expect
yet expecting the unexpected at all times

to forgive or to forget?
pondering possiablilities
lack of understanding caused by understandance
fighting a pointless war with myself
searching for harmony within the two

creations of fantasy worlds
disillusionments
realms of beauty shimmer in my mind
creativity has a tight grip on my sanity
loss of color meaning loss of life
everything is nothing
and
nothing is everything

and yet i prove to myself once more how fucked up it is
contrediction upon contrediction
pointless asumptions fullfill this world
bringing happyness laughter and joy....

must i stoop to that level of cemprehension to recieve what i wish?
and if so,
is it really the price i want to pay?

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Re: Fu**ed up MentalityCameron11:16:39 04/09/02 Tue
Re: Fu**ed up Mentality....RageLessNess18:09:15 04/09/02 Tue


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