我的主呀.. -- kim

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Subject: 我的主呀..

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KIM

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Date Posted: 09:27:00 09/01/04 Wed

主呀.

我再一次感受到在這個世界上打滾確是很難很難.因為太多太多奸險的人.主呀.唯有在懷內才能感受到絲絲溫暖.只有你給我無限的愛和支持,主呀,我感受到很無力,很渺小,我能做的太少,因為世間太多惡事惡行.我有時想,主呀,我能否一生窩藏在主的國度內呢?因為我很怕,很怕又被人跣,又被人騙.真的很怕.

主呀.我知道你要對我說什麼了.你要我明白,一個人的外表的確不是最重要,我過去太執著我的面貌.半年來的皮膚粉感的確使我很氣餒,不明白為何這種事發生於我身上.我甚至大膽地問神為何是我?現在,我真的明白了.主呀.經過昨天的international night,我化了妝,我已經不再覺得自己化完妝會靚很多很多,可能我真的看顧了自己不化妝!而且化妝過後,我的皮膚又差起來了.我真的很驚呢.我不想再化妝了.我不化妝也不是很差吧.我又何必太在意這些外貌上的事呢?再者,我不想去用自己的美貌來吸引人,因為這些異性不是真心的,這些我都知得很清楚.雖然這個世界愛看外表,但我偏要去克服這個無謂的世界觀,在主的國度內,人的價值跟本不是建機於這些外在因素上的,人的價值是因為有主的愛!

我真的很清楚地感受到主的偉大.我多次的違罪.我在此再一次為這事向主認錯.我真的很難受.我不要再受魔鬼的引誘.因為它多次拆散我和主的關係..

主呀,你給我的苦難,不是無意思的,我明白它的用處,我定必銘記,這位萬物之神,凡事都有你的旨意,我要做的便是去走一條主為我選的路而非一條我意願想行的.

過去在意的,主已清晰提示這些是謊言和謬誤.我不要再沉迷.

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