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Date Posted: 05:50:16 08/28/02 Wed
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's message, "Dilemma Chapter 1(hotta than ya morning breath ya heard?!Bump this!)" on 20:13:31 07/12/02 Fri
A/N: Guess who's back? Back again? Chocolate's back! Tell ya friend! Holla! I'm back but not for good just for today so I decided to hit y'all with another chapter. Please read and review so when I do come back for good I can finish this story like that.
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Dilemma Chapter 9
by Chocolate Delight
Raz’s POV
On Monday, Bianca and I walked in the school with my left arm around her shoulders and her hand grabbing my left hand. People looked over their back and turned back around muttering and whispering about us but we didn’t give a fuck. As we neared my locker I saw the whole crew there waiting for me before we walked to our classes. Everybody was there except for Courtney. It was really fucked up what Jerome did to her but I know deep he truly loves her. He just doesn’t know how to act. “Holla!” I yelled as me and the fellas did our handshake.
“What’s up nigga,” Fizz said. “Hey Bianca you looking good today.”
Bianca had on a baby blue Lady Encye dress with matching shoes and she was bling-blingin courtesy of me. Olivia shot Fizz a look that said, “what the fuck? You got the nerve to be hitting on her in front of me?’ Noticing that she was pissed, Fizz hugged her from behind and kissed her on the cheek as if to reply, “don’t worry baby. No girl looks better than you.’
“So what happened to y’all two this weekend? None of y’all was nowhere to be seen,” Shad said.
“De’Mario took me shopping in Atlantic City,” Bianca said.
“So that’s where the jewelry came from?” Olivia asked as her eyes zoomed in on the platinum necklace, bangle and ankle bracelet I bought Bianca.
“Yeah.” Bianca looked over her shoulder and kissed me on the cheek. “Yo I’mma go talk to Trinity. I’ll see you in Literature?”
Fa sho.”
After Bianca walked away, Olivia and Trisha put their hands on their hips and looked at me real evil like.
“What?” I asked with a sheepish smile.
“I know you want yo dick sucked but you shouldn’t have bought that ho nothing.”
“Whatever Livvie. You don’t know the deal with Bianca and you ain’t got no right making shitty accusations and telling me who I should buy stuff for. I work in them streets not you. I work hard as hell to get that paper. Not you.”
“You don’t know her either Raz. She could just be playin yo ass,” Trisha said.
There was a possibility that Trisha could’ve been right. I knew there was but my head and my heart was telling me that they was wrong about Bianca and that there was more to her than she was letting known. “If y’all were really my friends y’all would be happy for me and y’all would want me to be happy too.”
“Raz-“
“Naw I don’t want to hear no shit. Just call me when y’all get over this foolishness aiight?”
I walked off despite my “friends’” protests and strolled into the Literature class to see Bianca and Trinity talking in the fourth row. I walked up to them and sat in the seat next to Bianca. She looked over to me saw the look on my face, stopped talking to Trinity and hugged me. I let myself relax in her arms before she pulled away. “So I take it Olivia and Trisha weren’t happy to see us looking so cozy.”
“I just don’t get it. If they were my friends they should be happy for me regardless.”
“Well boo that’s life ya know? Even the closest of friends disagree becuz we all got different opinions. There have been times when Trinity and I have had fights over some stupid shit but we’ve always forgiven each other. So I guess what I’m trying to say is don’t let this stupid shit ruin yo friendships with Trisha and Olivia.”
“Man-“
“De’Mario on Friday you asked me to trust you remember? Now I’m asking you to trust me. Can you do that?”
My head dropped but Bianca put her index finger under my chin and forced me to look at her. “Can you trust me? Becuz if you can’t then this relationship ain’t gon work.”
I nodded my head. “Yeah Bi I can trust you.”
Bianca smiled and kissed me on my lips as I wondered was I falling for her this fast.
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Samantha’s POV
I walked into the library and sat at the table where Omari was sitting. I had called him earlier today and told him to meet me in the library around lunchtime becuz I had something important to tell him. “Hey thanx for coming.”
“No problem what’s up?”
“O you know I’m your best friend right? And I just want the best for you right?”
“Yeah,” O said. “I know that. But what does that have to do with what you wanted to tell me?”
“On Friday Mario saw Solange at the movies with another nigga kissing him and shit.”
Omari laughed as he threw his pen on the table and leaned back in his chair. “And you believed him?”
“What? O of course I mean before Solange got with you she was the picture of faithfulness ya know. And you know what they say a leopard never changes his spots.”
“Yeah and you know that Mario tried to steal Solange from me and it didn’t work so he probably we’ll say anything to break us up just so he can have her. And you becuz you’re so desperate you’ll believe anything just to get closer to me.’
“What?” I exclaimed. Students looked up from their textbooks but I didn’t care. I know this nigga didn’t just call me desperate. I mean look at his fucking girlfriend. “So ya think I’m making this shit up?”
Omari said nothing as he dropped his eyes to the floor and that let me know that he did think I would make this up just so I could have him. I felt the tears sprinkle down my face as I grabbed my purse. “Fuck you Omari Ishmael Grandberry! I try to be a good friend and tell you that that ho you call a girlfriend is playing you for a fool and you got the nerve to think I would make that shit up? I can’t believe that your trust in me disappeared for that bitch that you only knew a year while you known me for fourteen years.”
“Sam-“
“No fuck you! I tell you one thing though I did like you but this shit you pulling right now is making me rethink my whole feelings for you as we speak. So don’t bother talking to me!”
I stormed out the library and ran in the hallway only to collide into a masculine body. I dropped to the floor from the impact and started to curse when I felt a hand on mine. “Samantha? What happened?”
I looked up to see Mario staring down at me with concern in his eyes. I tired to tell him what happened but no sound came out except for my sobs. Mario sat down next to me and hugged me tightly as I soaked his Sean John shirt with my tears.
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Courtney’s POV
“Thanx for the ride, Rell,” I said as I grabbed my book bag off the floor of his Benz and reached over to hug him. Y’all must be thinking what’s the deal between Rell and me. Well he and I have been friends for a while since he goes with my cousin Vette. He’s like the big brother I always wanted becuz he doesn’t try to control my life but he won’t sugarcoat nothing for me. He’ll tell me like it is in an instant. Like when Jerome first cheated on me, he told me that I needed to take some time apart from Jerome to decide rather I wanted to be with him or not. He didn’t make any decisions for me cuz he said that was my job and he also didn’t treat me like a little kid cuz he knew I would have to grow up sooner or later.
”No problem Court. Call me later, aiight?”
“Ok.”
I got out his car and walked up to my house. Once I grabbed the mail from the mailbox, I walked in the door to hear music playing in the background softly. That was weird cuz nobody was home and we don’t leave music on when we leave the house cuz it could run up the electrical bill. As I walked closer to where the sound was coming from I realized it was Jerome on the CD that was signing. I walked into the den to see a lot of flowers in there and to see Jerome standing in the middle of the room holding my favorite flower a daisy. I started to walk up to him and slap him but he held his hands up. “Wait Courtney. Don’t do anything. Just listen to the song.”
I stopped and inhaled deeply as I listened to the song. I knew how good of a singer Jerome was but it was like he was singing from deep in his soul in this song. Like he was singing to me. Then I listened to the lyrics more closely and I understood them. He was telling me how sad and heartbroken he felt when I caught him cheating on me and how ashamed he felt. He was begging me for my forgiveness and when I looked up at him and saw a single tear slide down his face I knew he loved me. No matter what type of stupid shit he did he loved me. He was just scared. Scared of what? I don’t know but I knew I still loved him too. No matter how I tried to block him out I still loved him.
The song ended and Jerome cut the CD player off. “Did you write that?” I asked him as I stood there stiffly.
Jerome nodded. “Yeah. And everything that I said I feel that. I know you hate me and I know you don’t ever want to see me again but I had to that. I had to let you know how I felt. Well I’mma leave now. You can throw away the flowers and the CD I don’t care but just remember I did, do, and will always love you,” Jerome said before he picked his keys up and walked past me.
“Jerome!”
He turned around and I ran towards him. The tears came down my face as I hugged him tightly never wanting to let him go. Finally he pulled away and I looked at him before closing my eyes and running my hands over his face. I was memorizing his eyes, his prominent nose, his mustache, his soft lips, and his goatee. I opened my eyes and he took his hand before wiping the tears away from my face. I grabbed the same hand and placed soft kisses in the palm of it before I ran my hand through his wild, unruly hair. “Jerome I love you and I need you. But most importantly I want you.”
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Ha ha! I’m feeling the grove once again! Yes. Not having the Internet has been a good thing and an irritating thing at the same time. But anyway this chapter is long as I don’t know what. So here’s the poll question:
Should Courtney and Jerome make love?
A. Hell yes! They’ve been apart for too long and they need to get back together.
B. Hell no! After all the shit Jerome put Courtney through he doesn’t deserve her love.
C. Hell yes! But they shouldn’t get back together just yet.
D. Hell no! But they should get back together.
Well read and review and tell me what y’all think.
Holla!
Chocolate Delight
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