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Date Posted: 20:51:03 05/22/02 Wed
Author: Willow
Subject: *just lies there*
In reply to: Strella 's message, "*kicks the door open with her foot and carries Willow in, laying her on a bad*" on 20:32:21 05/22/02 Wed

*head turns away from Strella. Her eyes are open and she knows she is healed, but she doesnt make a sound. She keeps her face turned away. Her pride was broken. She was beaten by Alairic before, but nothing to this extream. Thoughts continued to stream threw her brain. They kept jumping back and forth between Spike, Kohaku and staying awake. Was spike ok? Since his body didnt reseave the potion was he alright? If she dreamt about Kohaku, would she winde up dead in the morning? Would she be able to last with out sleeping for 3 days? Where was Spike now? Where exactly did Kohaku get shot? Is there anything she can do to stay away? Spike? Kohaku? Sleep? did she need it all? did she need it at all? If she fell asleep and died would Spike die? Would She be with Kohaku? Spike? Kohaku? Sleep? Spike?Kohaku? Sleep? Was there really any need to live? If she slept and died, maybe she would be happier. No more vampire slaying, she would be with Spike and her family and friends. But then.. she would be dead... did she really want that? Spike? Kohaku? Sleep? Spike? Kohaku? Sleep? Kirara? Where was Kirara now? how come she didnt help? What would happen if she died? Would she die? is it posible for her to die in sleep from the wonds of the dead? Although Alairic said it, would it actually happen? It had happened bofor, not quite the same but almost. Spike? Kohaku? Sleep? Kirara? Would she really be happy dead? did she really accept it? Yes. She accepted it. But who else would? The only person who really cared for her was Kirara and Spike. If she died, Spike would die, but Kirara wouldnt. What would happen then? If she didnt die, She would be miserable. Broken pride, no slaying, no vengence, no pride, no slaying, no vengense, no strength, no pride, no slaying, no vengense, no strength, no self-esteem, no pride, no slaying, no vengense, no strength, no self-esteem. Everthing would suck alive.. but she would be alive.. She couldnt diseide. What would happen to her.

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*she grimaces as Willow twithes, she speaks softly* Willow...willow, are you ok? -- Strella, 21:15:34 05/22/02 Wed
- *turns* -- Willow, 21:19:55 05/22/02 Wed
  - .+.Watches from the corner of the room.+. -- Moon, 08:01:12 05/23/02 Thu
    - * she absentmindedly pets Moon, muttering "no nip..." as she watches Willow* -- Strella, 15:15:23 05/23/02 Thu
      - *keeps her eyes on the ground* -- Willow, 19:35:15 05/23/02 Thu
        *nods* well, incase you are, or get tired, Cernunnos will be here shortly... -- Strella, 19:36:33 05/23/02 Thu
        *lies back , putting the mug on the ground* -- Willow, 19:41:17 05/23/02 Thu
        *sits down on a near-by black recliner* oh, that Matrix person? -- Strella, 19:44:11 05/23/02 Thu
        *turns on her side* -- Willow, 19:48:15 05/23/02 Thu
        *irritated that she just saved the little brat's life and there was no heart-felt thanks* -- Strella, 19:57:40 05/23/02 Thu
        *her eyes watch the shadows dance on the wall* -- Willow, 20:04:54 05/23/02 Thu
        *she gets out a bagle to eat and chews it fearsly, to keep from yelling at her* -- Strella, 20:09:57 05/23/02 Thu
        *silent* -- Willow, 20:11:04 05/23/02 Thu
        *shrugs* ok, fine, whatever... -- Strella, 20:15:37 05/23/02 Thu
        *turns slowly, to watch her leave* -- Willow, 20:19:23 05/23/02 Thu
        *she screams so loudly, it wakes up Moon and the tea spills* -- Strella, 20:28:11 05/23/02 Thu
        *jumps* -- Willow, 20:32:35 05/23/02 Thu
        *walks calmly into the room, holding a big mug of tea* woke you up, didn't it? -- Strella, 20:34:27 05/23/02 Thu
        *grimaces* -- Willow, 20:35:49 05/23/02 Thu
        *sneers and sticks out her tounge at Willow* -- Strella, 20:39:43 05/23/02 Thu
        *turns away* -- Willow, 20:40:42 05/23/02 Thu
        my my my, your an ungrateful little brat... -- Strella, 20:46:05 05/23/02 Thu
        *Stands, face emotionless* -- Willow, 20:48:00 05/23/02 Thu
        *waves* bye bye... -- Strella, 20:50:48 05/23/02 Thu
        *stops at the door* -- Willow, 20:55:52 05/23/02 Thu
        *nods irritated and calls after* you'd be a disgraceful vamp! -- Strella, 20:59:25 05/23/02 Thu