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Subject: -//enters once again\\-

Author:
Calumet

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Date Posted: 13:01:57 09/24/02 Tue

-//pauses at the front door resting her hand on the door knob stopping to take a breath in and opens the door soflty walking in. Bright green eyes adjust to the darkness of the shop as she bites her bottom lip wondering if he was here still for the day. Fingers find their way to her mouth as she chews at the tips of her nails using her other hand to pull down her shirt over her stomahce and looks up at the ceiling remembering the first time she was here�that was before everything happen. She hadn�t seen Christian since then and the only peson who knew of her sercet was Nivek. Head lowered in shame she came closer to the counter trying to keep her cool and not try and turn and run. Lips trace over her nails remembering how it felt the first time and curses under her breath wanting to turn and run out never telling anyone her sercet. But he was inolved he had to know�what if�thoughts ran in and out of her mind as everything came tumbling down. She had grown in the past year, in mind and body. Mentally she became unstable and in body she became the skinny slut that everyone loved to use and abuse. And yet here she stood 4 months had past and yet nothing was told to the man that took her life and tore it to pieces with one quick glance.\\-

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[> Subject: ~*~*~*~*~*~

Author:
-Christian-
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Date Posted: 01:37:57 09/29/02 Sun

*Drags his devilishly pale gaze from his well-worn sketch book to the door of the small room, his only escape from the world outside. His art, his music, and his sadistic fetishes had always been where he could hide from life and feel secure with himself. He hauls his broad-shouldered frame up from the chair where he was seated, glancing around briefly before sliding through the half-opened door and emerging into the brightly lit front room, skin falling a shade more ashen as his gaze falls upon her* Callie...*Swallows the lump in the his throat and inhales deeply, sure that she could hear the pounding of his heart from across the room*

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Author:
Calumet
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Date Posted: 18:14:01 09/30/02 Mon

/:\lifts her head toward her name and blinks looking at the man that stood infront of her, heart beating from fear as words jumped down her thoat as the tried to ecsape but only a murmer was let out. hands twirl around belt loop as she watches the man closer then before as she licks her lips, wanting to be in his arms, wanting to touch him one last time but keeping her feet planted to the floor on the other side of the counter where she could keep her bright green eyes on him /:\

[> Subject: ~~~~~*~
Author: -Christian- [ Edit \| View ]	Date Posted: 08:52:36 10/03/02 Thu Remains motionless, time seemingly standing still, the only obvious sound being the pounding in his ears. He tears his gaze away for a brief moment, heaving an inaudible sigh What...Inhales, returning his focus to her...what is wrong, Callie? Shifts slightly, knowing what her answer will be and dreading to hear it

[> [> Subject: /:/:/:/:/:/:/:/:/:/

Author:
Calumet
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Date Posted: 10:29:45 10/03/02 Thu

/:\she locks her bright eyes with his as her hands slides across the counter and smiles flickering her eyes downward toward the surface./:\ I remember the first time I came in�/:\ Continues to run her hands over the counter and flickers her eyes upward again to meet his and licks her lips cocking her head slightly /:\ I lied Christian�I, me, precious little callie lied to you�/:\ glances away knowing she wasn�t making any sense and lets a smirk slide across her face and takes a breath holding back tears and holds the counter looking at him/:\ Don�t you understand? I lied to you about the baby�/:\freezes as words flip out of her mouth and blinks holding back the rush of tears that wanted to stain her already wet cheeks/:\

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Author:
Calumet
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Date Posted: 10:33:17 10/03/02 Thu

[> Subject: ~~~~~*~
Author: -Christian- [ Edit \| View ]	Date Posted: 21:50:51 10/07/02 Mon Holds his breath momentarily at her words, gaze flickering away for a fleeting moment My god Callie...Why didn't you just tell me the truth? Takes a slow step toward her, tentative

[> [> Subject: /:/:/:/:/:/:/:/:/:/

Author:
Calumet
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Date Posted: 07:29:06 10/08/02 Tue

-looks away from his gaze and down to the ground- I was scared, and the doctor told me that I wasn�t then redid the test and it came out postive. I was just as surprised as you are now. �looks up at him slightly and chews on her bottom lip and watches as he takes a stop closer and steps back- I want you to meet him, but your not going to be his father figure�-looks up trying to hold back the tears, her own words breaking her heart as she thinks about the child.- His name is Benett�

[> Subject: ~*~*~*~*~*~

Author:
-Christian-
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Date Posted: 20:22:14 10/08/02 Tue

*Flinches at her words, looking to his feet and shaking his head slightly* I cannot...*Inhales, shuddering*...I cannot handle the pain...I have lost too much already, I do not want to lose a son now...*Pauses, trying to maintain his composure* I...It would be better if I did not meet him, Callie...*Shifts his weight to the doorframe, feeling weak suddenly* I fucked up and left Nissa...I cannot deal with this...

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Author:
Calumet
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Date Posted: 07:32:13 10/09/02 Wed

-watches his reaction silently and sighs feeling a bit more in control- Christian, I want you to meet him, I want you to see the child that we made together, and maybe�-looks down at her own feet and takes a step closer to him wacthing his posture slightly and reaches her hand out- I told Tristan I wasn�t god with comiment, and Nivek loves me for me. �looks up at him and blinks- I�m just as confused as you are right now, I want you to meet him�he�s your son, no one elses but I think it would be better off for the both of us if he didn�t look at you as a father figure. I hope you under how I feel about you, I love you Christian, always have and always will but �looks down at the ground- I don�t think my heart can love anyone but Benett at this time�

[> Subject: ~*~*~*~*~*~

Author:
-Christian-
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Date Posted: 20:42:40 10/09/02 Wed

*Recoils slightly as she takes an advancing step, cocking his head to the side, brow knotted* I am not asking anything of you, Callie...Nothing...I just do not want to get attached to...Benett...*Pauses slightly, huffing*...And not be able to...*Pauses again, struggling to translate his thoughts into English words*...Be able to call him my son and be acknowledged as his father. Callie, that in itself would hurt me more than anything...

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Author:
Calumet
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Date Posted: 06:09:28 10/10/02 Thu

I'm sorry -stops and looks down at the floor- I'm sorry for everything... -lifts her head and blinks looking at him with the expression of hurt on her face and sighs- I�m done with guys, I�m done with life Christian�Life has done nothing but stab me in the back and tear my heart out, You told me before to never regret anything, and I have. But having you meet him would not be a regret. -looks up at him again and forces a smiles on her full rosin lips- I would love for him to call you his father, but its hard on me. Tristan still doesn�t even know, I haven�t seen him in ages since�-glances up at him as her smiles fades and disappears- That night. �licks her lips trying to keep her emotions out of this and sighs again cocking her head- You�re his father not Nivek or Tristan, no one but you. And yet, I�m not asking anything from you but to me I feel like I�m asking the world to grant me wishes that are impossible. Christian I�m sorry for everything. All you have to say is one word and I�ll leave from your life and so will Benett.

[> Subject: ~*~*~*~*~*~

Author:
-Christian-
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Date Posted: 21:08:59 10/10/02 Thu

*Sighs inaudibly, expression softening a bit* No Callie, I am sorry...*Steps closer, pale green eyes focused on her* I am sorry that I caused you so much pain, but I do not regret the time we spent together...*Inhales, tentatively grasping her hand and pulling her closer* We are in this together, ja? Benett is our son and I will be there for him...and you...I hope you know that there is nothing in this world that could make me stop loving you and Benett...

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Author:
Calumet
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Date Posted: 06:27:30 10/11/02 Fri

-blinks looking up at him slightly not saying a word but staying silent as her hand slides away from his- you�re the first person that has told me that he loved me, -looks up almost in tears and licks her lips- I�m the cause of your breakup with Nissa aren�t I? �looks up at him wanting the true answer from him and takes a deep breath waiting for the answer.- He�s own son, but he�s all that I have. I�ve lost Nivek and Tristan and now I�m starting to lose you, I don�t want to lose you but it will be touch around here with all the rumors and shit�-cocks her head slightly looking up at him putting her hands to her side- I love you Christian, I loved you from the first moment I walked into this place, but this can�t go on any longer�I�ve tried my best to comp. With things and all I get over and over again is people staring me in the face saying that im a slut and a wore and then your daughter�-looks up at him realizing she�s rambling on and blinks-

[> [> Subject: -Darkness-

Author:
-Nivek-
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Date Posted: 09:24:41 10/11/02 Fri

-overhearing words so hurtful silence mut be broken- Well, i cam here for a peirceing but i guess i got more than that.... -Pale blue orbs narrow shadows strike face like watercolor, heavey bot shifts backward- you lost me? You told we you wanted me to.... akk... im discussed. Lieing to get what you want, I should have known. whgen exactly did we "break up" I dont remebr it. why didnt you justr tell me, I told you to go with your heart, why dont you stop fucking with me Callie think you could just use me to unload yoru kid on so you could try and jump on the train for christan? _eyes flutter tward Christian- Ive never met you and i apoligize if ive offened you. You just have to see my point shes in her telling you "I lost Nivek, And Tristan" she didnt lose EITEHR of us. We still love her but shes useing that is a fucn little step latter to try and win your affection and make you feel sorry for her. -looks back at callie- she did it to me too. -quickly wipes tears away before they trickle down his face- Ill go ahead and start removeing items i left in your room.... my deep apoligys for standing in your way to getting to Christian... -turns on his head and walks out shutting the door politely and walking tward his beat to shit 69 mustang-

[> Subject: ~*~*~*~*~*~

Author:
-Christian-
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Date Posted: 19:21:41 10/11/02 Fri

*Watches the other male figure, squaring his shoulders to him, dusty green eyes focused on his expression* I do not want to be in the middle of this, it is not my affair, but Benett is...*Gaze flicks back to Callie* And...no, you are not the cause of our divorce. Do not think that for a moment. Nissa and I had some...problems...that we could not resolve. That is all, and I would rather not talk about it. It is in the past. *Sighs lightly, focus turning upward briefly to the skylight in the ceiling* Callie, I do love you, very much, and you are not going to lose me, but you have to make a decision...I do not want to be strung out like this...I cannot promise you anything and, God knows, I have some serious issues...*Clenches his teeth on the barbell in his tongue, eyeing her* If you want to be with Nivek, or Tristan, or anyone else for that matter...*Trails off*