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Subject: Sick yet again

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Sharra

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Date Posted: 13:34:19 05/27/02 Mon

I hate this place. I hate the way it smells and I hate the way people look at you.
I hate the fact that RJ is so sick that he can't even fucking move anymore.. and I have to constantly be next to him to keep him from sending the whole damned winnebago up in smoke because he's always throwing these fits. And hell, I would be too if I was stuck on a couch watching shitty tv all day. He only sucks down a gallon of ice cream a day for christ sake.. I can't keep up with him. We don't have the money.
Which would be why I went clubbing the other day. Well, went with a dual mission. I had to get away and have some fun, plus I had to get some money.
Kinda met these two chicks, but one was guarded.. didn't want to go there, and I don't think the other one had much money on her for the all designer shit she flashed around.
Anyway, I managed to get some cash off of these three guys, so that was cool. We aren't in the shithouse anymore, atleast. But its not like that will last long.
I need a job or something. I guess I could get one, but that would mean leaving RJ alone for a few hours everyday. He's not well enough for that, and even if he was.. I'm too paranoid to even think about it. If our shit was burning, he'd just walk away and leave it there. No skin off his back. I do all the work anyways. Typical male in that regard. Lazy as hell.
Its harder for him though. I don't know why.. I always had more control, and the fevers were all but gone by the time I was ten. They still come once in awhile, but nothing like his. I know he wants to be normal.. but he doesn't get the fact that sitting on his ass isn't helping the situation. Anyways, I'm outtie for now.

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