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Subject: Diri tak disayangi... mahupun keluarga

Author:
Balqis (hurting... badly)

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Date Posted: 03:47:36 04/06/10 Tue

Salam, saya tak berani nak cerita pasal maslh nie kat sesape... bkn sbb takut n x percaya sesape.. ttp sbb sy mmg krg tmn bicara.. family saya kls sederhana mampu beli mknn harian (ikan msn n telur) n skolahkan anak2 ttp sentiasa x berduit utk bnda lain cth xde hiburan n permainan so sy membsr dgn perangai strict fmly. so basicaly, ayah sy tentera panas baran xboleh ade slp sntiasa tgn naik.. 2 dah biasa sy x hrpkan bls kasihan dri die. tp mslhnya mak sy pon bole plh2 ksh antra ank2 die.. sy ank ke-6 dri 7. dri kcl sy diajar utk jd mak turut fmly, urut abah, kms rmh, pg kedai, sntasa kms lps mkn.. mula2 sy pk ini perkara biasa n kecil.. ttp sy tgk kakak2 n abg2 yg lain mak x suruh buat apapun.. ini berlarutan sampai ke skrg bila sy dh dewasa 20 bljr di U (alhamdulillah) sy lg suka tiada dirumah tak thn lht hipokrit dan layanan keluarga tak tahu apa mslh mrk, mcm sy bkn drh dgg mrk... tiap kali blik sy mcm x disenangi sj.. mrk hnya gembira bila sy htr duit stp sem lps ptptn msuk.. skrg bila dh msuk dunia kuar yg sebenar sy hadapi maslh pula dgn situasi sy di U, sy krg yakin pd dri selalu negatif.. terlalu takut untuk bersuara sehingga terbawa2 semasa mbuat pembentangan.. dan sy mula fikir sy mmg mungkin seorg yg tak berguna di mata org ramai.. sy tiada kawan rapat, tiada teman istimewa mlh sy lpskn stress sy dgn lyri internet dan baca buku shj... tak tahu kenapa diri ini sukar disayangi.. sy nak sgt mak, fmly tnye 'buat apa skrg?', 'sihat ke', 'bila balik' ...

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Subject	Author	Date
Re: Diri tak disayangi... mahupun keluarga	cempakasari	09:30:08 04/06/10 Tue
Diri tak disayangi... mahupun keluarga -- Balqis, 03:13:19 04/07/10 Wed