Author:
Shannon
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Date Posted: 12:29:27 03/08/07 Thu
I dont know what I am, I can only tell you how I feel. I come from a family of "Christians" who constantly interigate, critisize, and pick apart everything that is not custom to them. They judge what they dont know and the are hypicritical. I've found that most Christians are that way. I love my family dearly but I refuse to be like that. This is almost made me turn my back to the religion, but in my heart I know God exists, I pray to him EVERY night and my 2 year old son prays to him as well. But in my time of need, the only thing that got me through was magick and faith in nature. Magick gave me a sense confidence, seeing what my mind can do, helped me to believe in myself. It gave me a peace when my life was so arupted. I only did good with my magick and it intrigued me. My Christian family found a book I was reading and blew everything up. They called me satanic and evil, they tried to lock me away. I had to turn my back on what i believed in, they only sain feeling I had, peace of mind. Every since, I've always wondered about it, and thought of it in my head, to scared to explore because of what my family might say. I am 21 now and I say F*CK everybody. I know who I believe in and I know what keeps my heart and mind leveled. There is a such thing as Wiccan and Christian. Both religions can pick each other apart (which doesn't seem very religious to me, what God promoted battle and turmoil?). I am what I am and only GOD can judge me! Blessed be!
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