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Subject: old depresive poem Author: welzi *happy lil camper* [ Next Thread | Previous Thread | Next Message | Previous Message ] Date Posted: 10:20:13 06/28/02 Fri This is the end The last time you’ll drive me round the bend Turn your back and run now There’s no chance of stopping me now Come too close and you’ll see You’ll end up coming with me I’ve had enough Survival here is tough I hate you all The world makes me inadequate and small There’s a conspiracy against me Cos I’m not like you guys We’re all living lies If she comes to see me tomorrow There’ll only be sorrow and the ropes It’ll be dark in my house where the sun used to shine There laid on the floor will be the body of mine You’ll be sorry when I’m gone Your happiness will dive Lately there’s been no time when I’ve felt alive My room will be closed off; you’ll board it up It’ll be empty, nothing there Where I used to sit, a fire will be lit I’ve never felt so annoyed You won’t waste no time; won’t spend a dime I’ll go to my funeral by bus Cos no-one cares If she comes to see me tomorrow There’ll only be sorrow and the ropes It’ll be dark in my house where the sun used to shine There laid on the floor will be the body of mine You’ll be sorry when I’m gone Your happiness will dive Lately there’s been no time when I’ve felt alive What you’ve done will be forgotten but not forgiven You’ve been depressing me, hurting me with out touching me, I couldn’t see this, I was blind You don’t seem to mind I’m too upset to carry on, can’t go on feeling like a con, Shall I leave a note? Before I cut my throat No. I won’t give you that liberty You never cared about me Why should I care about you It's too late when im gone I don’t want to be alive If she comes to see me tomorrow There’ll only be sorrow and the ropes It’ll be dark in my house where the sun used to shine There laid on the floor will be the body of mine You’ll be sorry when I’m gone Your happiness will dive Lately there’s been no time when I’ve felt alive just so you know i dont feel like this now.....i am officialy a happy lil camper [ Next Thread | Previous Thread | Next Message | Previous Message ]

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[> Subject: Glad you're a happy lil camper.... Author: Julia *has high fever* [ Edit | View ] Date Posted: 10:23:16 06/28/02 Fri But is that girl u talked about an actual person? [ Post a Reply to This Message ]

[> [> Subject: Re: Glad you're a happy lil camper.... Author: welzi *happy lil camper* [ Edit | View ] Date Posted: 10:25:09 06/28/02 Fri it was a girl that i was trying to get with who wasnt interested..thats where the insperation came from, but most of it was just out of depression [ Post a Reply to This Message ]

[> [> [> Subject: Awww.. Author: Julia *has high fever* [ Edit | View ] Date Posted: 10:27:14 06/28/02 Fri *Huggles* Im so glad u arent depressed anymore, that is just so super! [ Post a Reply to This Message ]

[> [> [> [> Subject: Re: Awww.. Author: welzi *happy lil camper* [ Edit | View ] Date Posted: 10:29:53 06/28/02 Fri thank you are you still depressed? [ Post a Reply to This Message ]

[> [> [> [> [> Subject: I am actually depressed.... Author: Julia *has high fever* [ Edit | View ] Date Posted: 10:32:22 06/28/02 Fri It's cos I feel like crap though! *sneeze* *nose drips* No really, Im fine! [ Post a Reply to This Message ]

[> [> [> [> [> [> Subject: Re: I am actually depressed.... Author: welzi *happy lil camper* [ Edit | View ] Date Posted: 10:35:18 06/28/02 Fri get well soon! *hands tissues* there ya go [ Post a Reply to This Message ]

[> [> [> [> [> [> [> Subject: *blows nose* Author: Julia *has high fever* [ Edit | View ] Date Posted: 10:37:52 06/28/02 Fri Thank you! So what did u do in school today? What classes do u have? [ Post a Reply to This Message ]

[> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> Subject: Re: *blows nose* Author: welzi *happy lil camper* [ Edit | View ] Date Posted: 10:40:13 06/28/02 Fri friday othewise known as hell business studies: YAWN maths: 1+1= ummm get back to me on that 1 chemistry: C4H11 huh? wha? history: medicine through time....then they started to use laxatives....nice?? :S [ Post a Reply to This Message ]

[> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> Subject: Re: *blows nose* Author: Julia *has high fever* [ Edit | View ] Date Posted: 10:43:26 06/28/02 Fri U make me laugh! You're doin that chemistry shit? GOD! I totally failed that test! I got a D on it! That was like the worst grade I've ever gotten! Good luck with that man! U only have 4 classes a day? I used to have 8 [ Post a Reply to This Message ]

[> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> Subject: Re: *blows nose* Author: welzi *happy lil camper* [ Edit | View ] Date Posted: 10:45:05 06/28/02 Fri four classes a day, 1 hour 10 long each ill probably get an F in chemistry [ Post a Reply to This Message ]

[> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> Subject: LOL Author: Julia *has high fever* [ Edit | View ] Date Posted: 10:49:06 06/28/02 Fri U never seem to do your homework! What time do u get home from school? *tut tut* (Like I care) [ Post a Reply to This Message ]

[> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> Subject: Re: LOL Author: welzi *happy lil camper* [ Edit | View ] Date Posted: 10:51:24 06/28/02 Fri i get in from school at about 4:00 i do do *some* homework [ Post a Reply to This Message ]

[> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> Subject: If *some* means *none*....Joking joking! Author: Julia *has high fever* [ Edit | View ] Date Posted: 10:53:44 06/28/02 Fri This sounds stupid, but what time does your school start? We used to start at 7 am so u must imagine how early I had to get up! YIKES! [ Post a Reply to This Message ]

[> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> Subject: Re: If *some* means *none*....Joking joking! Author: welzi *happy lil camper* [ Edit | View ] Date Posted: 10:55:20 06/28/02 Fri we start at 8:50 and finish at 3:10 [ Post a Reply to This Message ]

[> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> Subject: U little... Author: Julia *has high fever* [ Edit | View ] Date Posted: 10:57:27 06/28/02 Fri FUCKER! No wonder u r still in school! We have longer days then u too! I so want to move to England! I wanna I wanna I wanna!!!! *sneeze* I wanna I wanna I wanna! [ Post a Reply to This Message ]

[> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> Subject: Re: U little... Author: welzi *happy lil camper* [ Edit | View ] Date Posted: 11:00:11 06/28/02 Fri i have shorter days than you doooodar dooodar i have shorter days than you doooodar dooodar i have shorter days than you doooodar dooodar i have shorter days! when you gunna be over here than..2morrow? [ Post a Reply to This Message ]

[> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> Subject: Don't I wish! Author: Julia *has high fever* [ Edit | View ] Date Posted: 11:02:25 06/28/02 Fri I have to spend the afternoon with my cousin, but I think I can make it there by Sunday... I need a place to stay, u gotta find me some hunky English guy who is willing to share his house, know anyone??? [ Post a Reply to This Message ]

[> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> Subject: Re: Don't I wish! Author: welzi *happy lil camper* [ Edit | View ] Date Posted: 11:06:27 06/28/02 Fri no sorry cant think of any1.... just stay in a hotel for a while [ Post a Reply to This Message ]

[> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> Subject: LIKE I HAVE MONEY FOR A HOTEL! Author: Julia *has high fever* [ Edit | View ] Date Posted: 11:09:50 06/28/02 Fri Think harder! I'll never get there! This is what my dad told me to do.... Go to college to be a teacher, enter a foreign exchange thing to England, and then student teach in England. Then apply for a perminent Visa! Im moving to England, Im moving to England! Dooodar Dooodoodar! [ Post a Reply to This Message ]

[> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> Subject: Re: LIKE I HAVE MONEY FOR A HOTEL! Author: welzi *happy lil camper* [ Edit | View ] Date Posted: 11:12:13 06/28/02 Fri and if you fail the course??? then just be an illegal imagrent? [ Post a Reply to This Message ]

[> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> Subject: Like I would fail??? Author: Julia *has high fever* [ Edit | View ] Date Posted: 11:17:17 06/28/02 Fri I would not fail!!! My daddy says Im a smart cookie! He isnt just humoring me u think? Ah well, I wont fail! Cos I want to live there so much I just wouldnt let it happen, that is literally my only way to get there! *sulks* S'not fair, u always get to live there with all the good music and yummy English boys! *hopes u dont think your lucky bout the second thing* [ Post a Reply to This Message ]

[> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> Subject: Re: Like I would fail??? Author: welzi *happy lil camper* [ Edit | View ] Date Posted: 11:23:17 06/28/02 Fri i dont think about the second thing, PS the us has much better music [ Post a Reply to This Message ]

[> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> Subject: The US dont have.... Author: Julia *has high fever* [ Edit | View ] Date Posted: 11:24:43 06/28/02 Fri Travis Radiohead Grant Lee Buffalo Moody Blues *pouts* remember when we were gonna trade places? *prepares her WELZI wig* [ Post a Reply to This Message ]

[> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> Subject: Re: The US dont have.... Author: welzi *happy lil camper* [ Edit | View ] Date Posted: 11:29:36 06/28/02 Fri korn kittie jimmy eat world alkaline trio eve 6 hed pe saves the day get up kids thursday i rest my case [ Post a Reply to This Message ]

[> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> Subject: But that music all sucks a hairy... Author: Julia *has high fever* [ Edit | View ] Date Posted: 11:31:41 06/28/02 Fri booty? Seriously, I dont wanna hear that music! Thats why I wanna move to England and listen to all of the BEST groups! Where would u move if u moved to the US? [ Post a Reply to This Message ]

[> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> Subject: Re: But that music all sucks a hairy... Author: welzi *happy lil camper* [ Edit | View ] Date Posted: 11:33:27 06/28/02 Fri probably new york or washington, but i kinda like colarado, never been there, just like it [ Post a Reply to This Message ]

[> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> Subject: Not Wisconsin? Author: Julia *has high fever* [ Edit | View ] Date Posted: 11:36:40 06/28/02 Fri I would move to LA, but Id rather move TO ENGLAND!! Leeds sounds nice, according to u and Robyn. [ Post a Reply to This Message ]

[> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> Subject: Re: Not Wisconsin? Author: welzi *happy lil camper* [ Edit | View ] Date Posted: 11:38:57 06/28/02 Fri leeds is cool yea there's something about corarado that makes me just wanna go there [ Post a Reply to This Message ]

[> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> Subject: The mountains? The skiing? Author: Julia *has high fever* [ Edit | View ] Date Posted: 11:41:51 06/28/02 Fri Do u even know how to ski? Does it even snow in England? I would miss snow, please tell me it snows! [ Post a Reply to This Message ]

[> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> Subject: Re: The mountains? The skiing? Author: welzi *happy lil camper* [ Edit | View ] Date Posted: 11:43:58 06/28/02 Fri i know how to ski yes, it doesnt snow too much where i live more in the south [ Post a Reply to This Message ]

[> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> Subject: Why would it snow more in the south? Author: Julia *has high fever* [ Edit | View ] Date Posted: 11:46:02 06/28/02 Fri That makes no sense! I just thought to ask, what season is it over there? It's smack dab in the middle of summer here. Wassup there? [ Post a Reply to This Message ]

[> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> Subject: Re: Why would it snow more in the south? Author: welzi *happy lil camper* [ Edit | View ] Date Posted: 11:48:53 06/28/02 Fri what do i look like? a weather forcaster?!!! its been quite sunny here latley [ Post a Reply to This Message ]

[> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> Subject: U don't even know what season you're in? Author: Julia *has high fever* [ Edit | View ] Date Posted: 11:50:20 06/28/02 Fri dumby! doo doo dar doo dar! [ Post a Reply to This Message ]

[> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> Subject: Re: U don't even know what season you're in? Author: welzi *happy lil camper* [ Edit | View ] Date Posted: 11:52:19 06/28/02 Fri we dont have seasons, one day its sunny the next raining theres no way to put it into seasons [ Post a Reply to This Message ]

[> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> Subject: Really?? Author: Julia *has high fever* [ Edit | View ] Date Posted: 11:56:05 06/28/02 Fri That sounds depressing! I like Spring Winter Summer and Fall, they r my friends! What's your exuse for getting new clothes? My excuse is the seasons! Do u ever get new clothes? [ Post a Reply to This Message ]

[> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> Subject: Re: Really?? Author: welzi *happy lil camper* [ Edit | View ] Date Posted: 11:59:36 06/28/02 Fri yes of cause i get new clothes...weird yank [ Post a Reply to This Message ]

[> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> Subject: Why do u call me a yank? Author: Julia *has high fever* [ Edit | View ] Date Posted: 12:01:12 06/28/02 Fri I know what that is, but I've never actually heard someone say that. [ Post a Reply to This Message ]