| Subject: Misplaced Guilt |
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TiFfAnY
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Date Posted: 13:15:34 05/04/05 Wed
it's not your fault i'm damaged,
a porecelain doll,
ivory skin cracked,
with an unseeing eye that sticks,
it's not your fault when you walk by my heart quicks,
my shoulders tense,
my legs wobble and i feel light headed.
it's not your fault i'm damaged,
huddled in a corner in a mood that you dread,
with my eyes leaking,
and evil thoughts in my head,
i was this way before.
it's not your fault i'm damaged,
full of curses, envy and tears,
whenever i see a girl and her daddy,
and think about wasted years.
once upon a time he held me like that,
way too big to be held,
but smiling ear to ear.
now he's gone,
without a goodbye,
but when he was here i usually didn't get a hi,
that's why i'm damaged,
you can't blame yourself,
whenever i bust into tears for no apparent reason,
don't think to yourself "what i'd do"
it's times like those all i want is you.
a hug and a kiss.
won't bring back my dad,
but makes me appreciate what i have,
so it's not your fault i'm damaged,
crack and bruised,
i was abused before you,
just don't do it too.
i expect more from you.
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