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Subject: Was It Worth It? Author: hulachickie [ Next Thread | Previous Thread | Next Message | Previous Message ] Date Posted: 21:33:10 06/23/05 Thu my head spinns.. at this musty motel, in this soggy room.. i dont know who you are... i thought i did... all i can hear ... between these stained blankets... is the slamming of the headbooard.. the pounding of the headboard.... as i begin to wonder.. is that what that noise is?... or is it my heart.. pounding before it shatters into a million pieces... as i lay there, looking at the ceiling... i wonder... why am i here.. was i sure i loved you? ... but my thoughts were drowned out.. by the slamming of the headboard.... the banging of the headboard... i look out the window... at the moon and the stars... that full, full moon... as i begin to think... Where is the love of my life? the boy i grew up with? he is not you...we are grown...still teens.. but you are a man...yet i still feel like a little girl... i think of those trees, flirting with the breeze... on that warm april day when i had my first picnic... i remember the smell of the ocean... the sea breeze....the glowing sun…. but nothing reminded me of you.... as i picked up a shell... i heard.. the pounding of the headboard.....the drumming of my head against the headboard.. i come back to me and you.... and i wonder.... all of those days of my youth... i dreamt of this day... this first moment here with you... and i think to myself... was all of that pondering worth it? for right here.. right now... in this long awaited moment... i think of all of those times i was waiting..... and wanted them back..... a numb feeling is inside of me.. or is that you?... or perhaps the memory of you that makes me go numb?..... as i return to that sound....i look into your loving eyes... and i wonder... was this all? was this worth it? but before i could find the answer... my voice was drowned out .... interrupted... by the pounding of my heart.. or… was it the banging of the headboard? [ Next Thread | Previous Thread | Next Message | Previous Message ]

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Subject Author Date Re: Was It Worth It?- my expalnation Hulachickie 21:35:29 06/23/05 Thu Re: Was It Worth It?- my expalnation -- TiFfAnY, 05:13:13 06/24/05 Fri Re: Was It Worth It? poetic princess 21:41:42 08/09/05 Tue