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DARK HEAVEN ON EARTH

Author:
LIL-ENVY

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Date Posted: 13:11:28 11/17/02 Sun
Author Host/IP: 209.240.198.63

Straight From the Heart fuck the life we live in/
I get murdered daily/
Mentally shot down my people/
Tell me why the world hate me/
I can't take it no more/
Strugglin' to survive in this life/
But still I wake up in cold sweats/
Hopin' that I'm dyin' tonight/
Where did I really go wrong/
Other than being born into this world/
Suffering becoming my best friend/
Conspiracies on me unfurled/
It's like I've been trapped inside this maze/
And still can't find away out/
Been here for 17 years/
And still I'm livin' in doubt/
Held back by nothing but my own power/
My soul has been devoured/
Pain, greed, and drama/
Standing above me like a tower/
How much longer will it be/
Before I rest under flowers/
Now that I sit here in the darkness/
Grieving hour after hour/
My moms hates me now/
So I feel that I'm a disgrace/
Like a victim to my terror/
Steady hiding my face/
Afraid to open up to the world/
Because I know I'll be rejected/
Because the faults I've made in the past/
Still haven't been perfected/
My soul's sickness is worse than infected/
I have no thoughts to hold in a collection/
Fighting a war, and I'm the only one effected/
What must I do to be recognized/
For the good things I've done/
So many try to criticize me /
Saying that I've did none/
I kept a look out for my family/
Whenever we may struggle/
But I look myself eye to eye in the mirror/
And see my life on the crumble/
Through these heated halls of hell I stumble/
No longer living life humble/
Too nervous to speak my mind/
So if I oppose, I mumble/
Needles of hate have pierced me/
Into what used to be my heart/
Now I lay inside my fears/
Not wanting a new start/
They call what I do abstract/
It's supposed to be impressionist art/
So with every ounce of pain I've felt/
It's ripped me apart/
So I give you all something to feel/
Coming straight from the heart.......

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[> Subject: Re: DARK HEAVEN ON EARTH
Author: LiZz [ Edit \| View ]	Date Posted: 13:18:36 11/17/02 Sun Author Host/IP: 67.250.104.24 Yeah im feelin ThaT girL..go0d j0B =) i kn0w whatchu mean with aLLLL that. h0LLa

[> Subject: Re: DARK HEAVEN ON EARTH
Author: Killa [ Edit \| View ]	Date Posted: 16:27:09 11/17/02 Sun Author Host/IP: 172.136.155.87 Yea eNvY I feel ya realness... da shyt wuz hot

[> Subject: Re: DARK HEAVEN ON EARTH
Author: LIL-ENVY [ Edit \| View ]	Date Posted: 17:03:14 11/17/02 Sun Author Host/IP: 209.240.198.63 THANKS MUCH LOVE........