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Date Posted: 17:17:52 05/14/01 Mon
Author: translated by Ilona
Subject: "I Take Charge!" Zhao Wei (Dong Fang Xin Di no.180 12/5/2001)



A couple days before Zhao Wei made a dream.
She actually flew around the world, wanted to go to Italy, so she went to Italy.
Heart thinks: Going to New York won't be bad, suddenly receive a job, quickly have to go to New York.
She in the dream called: Good ar! Good ar!
Feeling very happy and carefree.
Dream is the mirror image of reality, really a simple wish, wanting to go somewhere and go. Living your own life, very carefree.

FLYING NON-STOP
To make her career easier, Zhao Wei lives in Beijing.
But most of the time is flying every where, home in Beijing, doesn't feel like a home.
The past year, Zhao Wei's rush and stressful life, is already changed for the better.
"Yes ar, I can already control somethings, after graduation has been better, things needed to be done isn't much, although leaving the country is not easy, but this doesn't show that I'm not popular. Inside the country is big, very hard to see a star, so what you see is a surprised face, in Beijing isn't like (I) don't go out often, it's just I'm not usually there. Most of time is flying, not one place do I stay for more than 5 days, especially now, there's no secure work time, really everyday is travelling."

March 25th she left Beiging and the whole month she stayed in 8 different cities, HK, Taiwan, US, Liao Jiao, Si An, everyday is flying and flying.

"Really I have many places I haven't been, Europe I've only been in France, not for work, to play, do didn't feel rushed, I always think filming there would be quite good, that environment can give people many emotions, so romantic, the acting mood would be different than HK and Mainland."

HOME IS NOT HOME
In the dream Zhao Wei can go where ever she wish, after the dream is another feeling.

"Waking I don't think that way, I don't want to go so many places, and just want to rest, dream to go to many places is fun, I really want to go to Italy and Spain, now holidays are many, but leaving for a distant place, not play for very long, and waste a week to play for 2,3 days is very tiring, so usually I wait for a half month or one month holiday, only with a week I won't go very far. I of course don't like to fly so often, to avoid it would be best, but that can't be helped."

When Zhao Wei thinks of her Beijing home, she feels like a stranger.

"Living alone, everytime i return there's many dust, because Beijing's sand storms are big, just without people living for 3,5 days there's lots of dust. The feeling home gives me, is when Ba(dad) and Ma(mother) are together, this comfortable love, mine, there's no time to take care and give care so there's no home feeling, really Beijing homes are comfortable, but live in it very little, a waste, very plain, with nothing on the wall, no time to prepare, decorate, not even a picture, like a hotel room, everytime before I return I spend money to get people to decorate it, Ba Ma won't come and live, because they can't stand Beijing weather, too dry and hard to live, West people don't like it, me le, other than weather, I love everything about Beijing!"


FIND HAPPINESS ALONE
People wishing for simplicity is easily happy.

Zhao Wei's solution to find happiness alone is"Laying athome, reading a good book, drink tea, and i'm happy. It wuold be best to have one or two friends to chat, that's comfortable."

Zhao Wei's recent book she's reading is "I Can't Block Myself" She cares about normal everyday females.

"I believe the readers of this book receive alot, it's about relation between the two sex, right now it is part of US University education material, everyone feeling and advice toward man and woman's getting along, not only does it write out precisly what you think, it let's other understand it too, that's what a writer can achieve, normal people's feeling is great, not able to write out, this writer is a 50 something woman, education is high, life experience is great, inside the book is written the changes in life."

WANT STEADINESS
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"...Me? I want a steady feeling person!"(for boyfriend)

LOVE TO WRITE
At the end of the line, Zhao Wei is forunate.

If you ask her her dream? She would smile greatly, and answer truthly, "Many have become reality!"

Like her being able to do what she likes, choose the career she wanted.

"I have found them all, I want to go to France, been there, really the wish is small, but I feel accomplishing them all is very difficult, like finding a job I want, many people can't do that! Ever since little, I didn't know what job suited me, and haven't thought what I must be in the future, after being in this career, ar, gave me lots of interest, and feel like i find my own career."

After, Zhao Wei wants to write.

"Write what? I don't know, I think many things are meaningful, let what you see, what you feel, what is special, and write them all down, before I use to, but now not so often, because no time. When I was little I used to like reading San Mao, envious of her being about to travel, what she writes make the reader really want to go, but in real life, no place could be that good, i have that experience, looks like it's fun, sounds like fun, but when you do it, it's not. Floating around[Ilona's note---argh, I forgot what the word is, when you don't live in a home and just go around places] Now, I think when I am bored of this, and will suddenly not do it anymore, leave, like that, I'm that type, don't want to do it so I leave, but won't do busines because I don't have a business brain. What I want to do? The answer is I don't know!"


translated by Ilona
original article from voy8787 posted by JUNE

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