Date Posted:18:19:14 02/07/04 Sat Author: Chel Subject: Thanks so much Bren In reply to:
bren
's message, "Congratulations!!!!!!!!!!" on 16:49:14 02/06/04 Fri
Your positive words are so wonderful to hear. This baby is the first thing I have had to look forward to for such a long long time. The next 9 months are going to go so slowly. We are both committed to a relationship, we are buying a house together over the next couple of months so we will be in and settled by the time the little one comes. We have kept our relationship from people as my family are stuggling with my divorce and my father doesn't speak to me anymore and if it got out I was seeing someone else it would get to him, then to my ex then he would make my life really difficult as we haven't had our finances sorted out yet. I didn't introduce him as my boyfriend to my kids as I wasn't sure where the relationship was going, I did that before we knew about the baby.
I can guess your reaction Blade but you don't know the joy of having a child. Besides your life experience has been limited, you are only 18 so you can't really understand what this is like for me.