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Date Posted: 11:23:40 08/26/03 Tue
Author: bren
Subject: yes all the time......
In reply to: kyser 's message, "do you guys ever think about...." on 01:52:33 08/26/03 Tue

and it scares me especially when you have kids. you are afraid of every little think. I'm always afraid that I will die and my kids will not have a mother. Do any of you believe in premonitions? Well about 9 years ago for about 3 weeks I was convinced that I was going to die. so convinced that I even talked Bob into believing it. then one night I had this dream that 2 missionary's came to take me on a mission (I would be leaving my kids for ever) I started to pack(in my dream) and then realized that I couldn't go because there was nobody to take care of my kids. I thought that my mom could take care of them , then she appeared in my dream and was yelling at me for thinking about going. Then I thought that Bob could take care of them but he appeared in my dream looking transparent and I realized that he could not take care of them ether. I finally decided that I could not leave with the 2 missionary's because I did not have anyone to look after my babies. I told the missionary's that I could not leave and explained why, they patted me on the arm and said "that's for the best" they then turned around and left! I awoke from that dream feeling a little troubled because it seemed so real but the feeling that I was going to die had left me and I felt fine. It was not until about 5pm that evening that I received the news that my friend had died of a heart attack at the age of 28 leaving behind the kids 1 being only 6 weeks old and having spinea bifida. My heart broke because I have always thought that she took my place, that I was really the one who should have died or that I was having a preminision about her death and just didn't put the puzzle together. Anyway what do you think?

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Sounds like -- Chel, 15:02:00 08/26/03 Tue
- yeah sounds likes loads of fun -- Blade, 16:15:53 08/26/03 Tue
  - I know what you mean Blade... -- Spags, 06:41:08 08/27/03 Wed
    - i agree strong and fragile -- sharon, 18:30:34 08/27/03 Wed
      - oh sharon -- kyser, 02:40:05 08/28/03 Thu
        my gosh... -- bren, 07:45:52 08/29/03 Fri
        im not a huge fate believer -- sharon, 18:45:25 09/03/03 Wed