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Date Posted: 09:38:34 11/03/01 Sat
Author: vit
Subject: 守候
In reply to: vit 's message, "痴人夢囈" on 14:25:26 10/29/01 Mon

男女之間的情究竟牽繫在什麼地方呢?
只要她關上電話, 不回覆電郵. 我還可以做甚麼?

深夜一個盛裝美麗的女人上了計程車, 然後一個接通了無數日夜的電話, 突然從那刻再接不通. 那個人在電話裡對你柔情似水. 每天起碼一封的電郵愛意綿綿. 最重要的是見了她, 印證了無數不眠的黑夜, 想像裡的心上人終現身世上, 而那有形的實體一舉手一投足一微笑一個眼神, 曾己何時其實早已烙上不能移除的印記. 所以那時候, 世界仿如末日. 四肢無力. 當然會奮力, 如果可以捉到那個計程車司機來拷問. 除了每十五分鐘撥一次電話, 就沒有其他可以做的嗎? 可以, 可以, 當撥了大概第二百次, 那種莫名其妙嫌惡自己軟弱的感覺, 逼使我眼角的眼淚, 開始要湧出來.

在螢光幕閃爍的光芒裡, 恍惚見到她的一切. 可惜那樣的想像, 有時好像捕捉絲絲煙霧. 但那真是她寫出來的說話. 親愛的…我愛你, 這些原本是口說無憑的話, 如今因為是黑油油的字, 顯現在白茫茫的視窗上, 所以滿滿的印證於執著的腦海. 口說的有時不很真實. 寫的也極有可能無視現實. 唯一現實裡真實的, 是每一個守候她的日夜, 最終都會在我的歲月裡流逝. 好像愛她的心, 最後不免枯萎.

寫好了電郵, 加上一句 am I that easy to forget, 自己看到都有點幼稚的好笑. 在一個虛擬的國度, 找尋虛無縹緲的愛情. 苦笑中流下的淚, 明白於事無補, 安慰不了失落的心. 下次, 莫使可以要我再流淚, 情願流盡了最後一滴心血.

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  • 求見一面 -- vit, 10:12:07 11/03/01 Sat
  • 今夜她有說不出的溫柔 -- vit, 10:39:22 01/16/02 Wed
  • 夜逛花市 -- vit, 10:50:11 01/16/02 Wed
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