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Date Posted: 02:17:15 11/07/01 Wed
Author: vit
Subject: 苦衷
In reply to: vit 's message, "痴人夢囈" on 14:25:26 10/29/01 Mon

她說的苦衷, 我起先不以為然.
過後, 當我慢慢從她的角度, 看出現實的無可奈何時, 其實一切都已走到死角, 已成定局.

那固然是她早已安排的回頭路; 就算我無視實際情況的存在, 其實對她也沒大影響. 雖然, 她每天用數小時, 遠在地球的另一方, 嘗試要我明白了解她已然決心要去做的事.

我答應她. 我會甘心等她.
我答應她我會不顧一切.
我知道我答應她的話我不願背棄.
就是這樣, 所以我對自己無知的後知後覺追悔莫及.

可惜誰也不可能改變她有苦衷的事實. 因為那個事實她心知肚明, 如果她不希望改變, 如果她與我一樣, 選擇等……….
我當然也心知肚明, 她等的人不是我. 面對這個事實, 我的甚麼勇氣變得荒謬, 甚麼更多的等待去實現承諾, 根本於事無補.

隨後的日子, 每當我午夜夢迴, 通常都會有恍惚的好一陣子茫然若失.

我不過是另一個無知的人而已.

只是到了天明, 我要對我的無知裝成若無其事.

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