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Date Posted: 08:54:12 06/29/07 Fri
Author: Mona
Subject: Re: The ephemeral relationship
In reply to: vit 's message, "The ephemeral relationship" on 09:50:32 06/22/07 Fri

REALLY REALLY TOUCHED!!

>It was long ago, I��ve been thinking of writing you a
>letter, but, after many years, I��ve never even
>written you one.
>
>It makes me feel like some kind of mistakes in life. I
>make a lot of mistakes, most of them I don��t think I
>should not be regretted for, so I settle and prepare
>myself to answer for that. Recently, from time to
>time, I��ve been thinking of you a lot. Once in a
>while, I would indulge myself to think of you, the
>scenes of the last episode always haunt on my mind to
>recall the days you were lying abed.
>
>The neuron illness caused so much damage to your
>brain, when the despair of your eyes were looking at
>the far corner of the room, with a hail of screaming
>sounded like some sort of apparitions from Hades were
>coming to you. I would grasp your hand and told you:
>don��t be frighten, if they are coming to get you,
>they have to get me first. I grasped both of your
>hands; it was really a matter that had taken me aback
>in the first time. I felt a cold current ran through
>my back.
>
>When the neuron expert couldn��t find out what was
>happening to your brain, I started to realize it would
>be sooner or later, of the wide world, finally I have
>to be alone, no one could I turn to, all by myself.
>
>In and out hospital, you became weaker and weaker. I
>was in the beginning of my career. It seemed a booming
>future was ahead of us, but you was conquered and
>defeated by the hand of fate which blew off my entire
>plan. Might there be another chance could I pay you
>for a trip, taking you to, picking you up with a Merc
>at the air-port?
>
>The sense of being helpless drove me much anguish, it
>seemed it was God who turned me down. If the
>omnipotence would take my ten years to you, please do
>so or do whatever on me. By seeing your dilapidated
>body faded to its bone, could I control myself not to
>ask for what reason why the omnipresence would not
>listen to my prayer? It went evanescence.
>
>Everyday when I returned home from work, you were
>haggard lying on bed; hollow eyes were looking over
>the windows. A sip of water or juice was all you could
>take. Life was struggling to survive but it withered
>in front of my eyes.
>
>As I held your hands in the night when you mumbled
>words which hardly could be reckoned, the moaning or
>screaming seemed some kind of spirits was approaching
>near to force taking you away, then I started to look
>at every corner of the room and I couldn��t help but
>pray. Please take me, if you would not take me, please
>give him a chance and save him, don��t you know I need
>him? or are you taking him to a better place? But this
>only means I would have no chance to see him anymore
>on this wide world!
>
>Frustration and distress released me to nowhere except
>to the mirror in the bathroom where I looked at
>myself. I would never shed one more drop of tear again
>unless the Almighty favored him the mercy that one
>humble man should get as he deserved. Can this warrant
>be summoned later?
>
>Everyone lost a father, but was it too soon to let go
>your hand? It was all in a sudden. Could I have
>another opportunity to sit beside you in the tranquil
>night after dinner, with a cigar in your hand,
>listening to music? It would have no more chance. I
>would not see you anymore! Not saying my father would
>see me no more!
>
>And I know, from that time on, whenever I return home,
>I won��t have a chance to greet you by saying: daddy,
>it��s me.
>
>The rising sun.
>The frozen memory.
>The summer wind blows.
>The winter snow falls.
>
>One find day when I could have found you in the
>eternity of immortality, I would tell you how much I
>miss you! And we shall go another journey of odyssey
>with your hand in mine.

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