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Fat Jen
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Date Posted: 12:41:08 11/09/04 Tue
In reply to:
sarahlee;)
's message, "Re: Needed Thinspiration" on 17:58:18 10/06/04 Wed
>>I have been ana and mia for the past 5, going on 6
>years, I am only 18 and this has been my life style
>CHOICE(because that is EXACTLY what it is) for quite
>some time..I have been on and off and gone to
>treatment, yatta yatta...BLAH...binge, purge, starve,
>starve, starve...I was a gaunt 98 pounds one year ago,
>I was reading back through my journals...I now weigh
>129(doc's scale), my 5'5 frame CANNOT look like this
>anymore...do not let anyone, parents, family,friends
>or even boyfriends try to make you stop...because
>HELLOOOOO--obviously he likes you skinny, and he
>thinks that you are attractive and he takes you out to
>show you off( i am not saying that I am my boyfriends
>little trophy girl, because he relly does love me and
>he knows about my problems and he holds me and makes
>me feel beautiful in that MOMENT...but I DO ALWAYS
>come back to reality and realize that a size
>4(abercrombie,lucky brand-wonder jean)is no more
>appetizing than the road kill I saw 4 girls eat on the
>all female fear factor...You may have stopped for a
>while and there is no doubt in my mind that you gained
>back all of the weight that you lost and possibly put
>on a few additional punds...I have a few friends like
>me and that makes it fun--to work out, diet, fast
>together, run, tae-bo, pilates...if you have someone
>who can be your POSITIVE(by positive I mean
>PRO-ana/mia)support system...I am my own support
>system right now because my very best friend used to
>be ana and she has since stopped and constantly whines
>about her weight...she was always skinnier than me
>until now..I would be 115, she would be 110, I was 98,
>she was 89, I could never pass her up and while I am
>at one of the heaviest weights I have ever been at I
>do NOT believe that she is bigger and that she is
>trying to get me to stop rather than being my
>support...I have been having a problem with my
>computer...I cannot create a new e-mail add, but i
>will create a new one......my cell...ALSO, no fat
>asses bitching me out, k... I hate those fat
>waitresses at resturants that bring you reg, when you
>ask for diet and I will not accept any negative phone
>calls nor will i respond to any sort of verbal abuse
>if you wish to call my punk card and say that I am a
>fat girl FINE, I could care less, we ALL have a FAT
>girl inside of us, but I just DO not let mine come
>out. Ana really is the only way, although ana w/binge
>and purge tendenencies works 2..padres are home
>g2g...luv ya, drink coffee, take NyQuil to sleep if
>you have a free night. Cruches and a pilates
>tape(tae-bo) will do too, at every bathroom break that
>you take at night...I love my sisters stay stong.
Hello there. I have read your message and would like to help you get through this tough time. I will help you all I can and never be negative towards you in any way. My name is Jen and I need to lose lots and lots of weight, but it only seems to be coming off and then on and off again. it sucks. you can contact me at jenjordan23@yahoo.com
Take care and I would love to hear from you. Jen
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