Hidden Feelings
He’s nervous and desperate for acceptancy
But on the surface he does looks Calm and ready
to Drop bombs
But he keeps on forgetting what he wrote down
The whole croud goes so loud
insulting him as if he deserved to drown
He’s Choking, how everybody’s joking now
Trying to speak but the words won’t come out
What’s the use of defending yourself
When youre all alone
in this cruel world that is surrounding you
He lays right down
Decides not to go on
There’s not a road he knows, that leads to anywhere
Why think about the thoughts he Cannot bare?
As the seasons change remember how he used to be
Cuz Now he can't go on- He can't even start
He’s got nothin' left- just an empty heart
He’s a soldior- wounded so he must give up the fight
There's nothing more for him-lead him away...
Or leave him lying there,
Trying to think of what would be worth fighting for
Wanting things to be like they were Before
What could he do to become a Child again
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Hey Vulc.....(grin on her face) -- skyfox, 13:34:10 10/07/02 Mon
i saw how you had mentioned doing activity checks here instead of on the main board, good idea, but i got bored and made a board specifically for the activity checks!! hehe, check it out and let me know what you think please!!
http://www.voy.com/112422/
if you like it i'll get the passy to you lickedy split!! lol!
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I AM SO SORRY EVERYONE!! PLEASE INSIDE!! -- Meela, 21:10:09 10/25/02 Fri
I have not had a computer becus mine is broken so I can really only get on on the weekends ok! I am sorry! Please forgive me! I will get it fixed!!!!
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*walks around* -- Serenade, 03:57:30 10/24/02 Thu
huymm... YAY I'M GIVING OU QUESTS!
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Gomen nasai minna! -- Musha, 02:10:50 10/23/02 Wed
I'm sorry for being inactive recently, or giving really lame one line posts, I just can't seem to get the old enthusiasim back for my rpg'ing, I'm sure it will come back soon, maybe I just have a block or somthing? Ok well I just apoplgise.
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hey thanks mysery person who put the link up!! it helps alot!!! many thanks!! -- skyfox, 12:05:23 10/20/02 Sun
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Absence -- "Player O' lots!", 23:09:26 10/20/02 Sun
Soft Spring Breeze, Neutral's Lill Devil, SkyLight Star, Strider..I think that's all, but they will be gone for 2 weeks!
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ATTN ... um, I jus wanted to put that,. -- Vulcan, 01:15:24 10/19/02 Sat
Yeha. I'm going to (eventually, damnit) put up another board .. yes, another one...for all you wonderful people to post your bios on. Yes, that's right. Um, and on the subjects of positions, ARRRRRRRRRRRRRG!!!!!!!
It's gonna happen real soon, ok?
And yes, seeking storm and dreamfire are getting positions, and a few others too. And there will be more positions. YES YES YES INDEEDY.
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VULCAN! -- Serenade, 16:57:43 10/13/02 Sun
vulcan, on a scale of one to ten, how much does Destiny hate Serenade? *knocks her head on the wall*
why does she mind that serenade dies and comes back and not Shadow? (Cuz Serenade told her)
is there anythign she can do? cuz she's right out hurt and o. i forgot what i had to say. anyways..
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*screams* -- Dreamfire, 12:04:20 10/13/02 Sun
why are most of the new horses speaking spanish!? thats annoying! I don't know much spanish!
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*Curls up in the corner with a Redwall book* -- Dreamfire, 17:57:09 10/08/02 Tue
when things get boring grab a book and annoy skyfox with it! I say old gel isn't that right, wot wot? LOL
don't mind me I'm hiper tonight!
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*BOOM BOOM BOOM* -- Vulcan, 06:32:47 10/07/02 Mon
INSOMNIA
*BOOM BOOM BOOM BOOOOOOOOM*
2:25 AM
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*stares at the iv in her arm for the longest time* -- Dreamfire, 16:16:54 09/30/02 Mon
I DON'T WANT TO DO THIS FOR SIX WEEKS! *pouts* ssskkkkyyffoooxxx.... sseeerreeenaddde.... help me.... *stares at the iv again* if i could i would try to kill this thing right now!
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hehe, me back!!!! -- skyfox, 15:56:49 10/06/02 Sun
sorry, me was gone!! yesterday i had homecoming!! and i couldn't get online all day and i had friends over and i went and got my hair done!! lots of fun and confusion!! anyways, if anyone wants to know if i had fun, the answer is HECK YES!! i had the BEST time, and (yea, yea, dreamfire go ahead and mock me and tourture me) i danced whith the nicest guy there, he's younger than me by 6 months, but hey!! anyways, enough of my sappy life, i'm gonna catch up on things here and do some homework!! sorry i didn't say i'd be gone!!!
~Skyfox
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Hey peoples... -- Vulcan, 08:46:31 10/01/02 Tue
I'm sorry, but I'm gonna be finding it kinda hard to get on the puter for a while - I'll probably be on unpredicably. I've gotten up at 3-30 in the morning to sneak downstairs and tell ya's this, which is a pretty good indication of how bad the situation is with my rents. *teeth gnash* not that I've actually done anything particulary wrong, but lets not go into that. Um, also at some point the puters going somewhere to get the cdrom drive fixed, but I'm not sure when or if I'll get a chance to tell you beforehand, so I'll give you advance warnings now.
Cheers!
Vulcan
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sits in a corner and mops -- Mush, 23:23:17 09/15/02 Sun
hums quietly to self, a little black cloud floating over head.
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*walks around in circles, pondering, and trips* helloooo? leader? hehe i like that word -- Serenade, 11:40:57 09/28/02 Sat
oops. i'm clumsy. *sighs* do you think Serenade could have her back up lead mare position back? *hides in na corner*
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IM me!!! -- MYDARKANGEL07, 11:18:38 09/26/02 Thu
IM me at mydarkangel07 ((on aim))
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*lays on the floor staring up at the ceiling* -- Dreamfire, 18:07:03 09/21/02 Sat
ssooo tired...someone shoot me! the tt is so active and busy... make it stop!
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sighs -- skyfox, 16:23:18 09/24/02 Tue
ok ok everyone's posting cool stuff, so i'ma post two poems that a cerin someone wrote to me, tell me what you think! here's the first one: (neither have titles)
Beautiful white crystals in the Garden of Eden fall serenely to my soal
For glorious is the beauty of the diamonds in the twilight amber
I close my eyes and ponder thee,
And wake in the Garden of Eden as Adam waiting for Eve.
For wonderful is she glory of the white blanket to have Heaven and Earth combine.
Quietly one ponders the beauty of a diamond Heaven.
Silence is not golden, but sterling silver and sparkling pearl.
No worries, no cares, only placid love of Heaven, and angel, sent to thee...
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*Wanders around, muttering angrily to herself* -- Eliza, 07:25:22 09/22/02 Sun
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Hey, people, people... -- Vulc, 03:25:04 09/22/02 Sun
With my copious free time in the two weeks of holidays that "stretch" ahead of me, I was thinking of making a member's bio page - what happenens is, I make a page on my "rpg" site for it, and you guys send my your details and pictures, if you have them. And if you don't, and you want piccys, I could have a look and see what I could scout out for you ...
Um, yeah?
*collapses* ugh, 20 k endurance ride today ... hah, I qualified which is pretty damn good for me an JJ's 2nd ride, but man that was a hard course and AM I TIRED...
pheeeeeeeeewwwwww
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just testing a part of my story.... ingore my foolishness.... -- ingore me... I'm a bad story writer..., 14:49:25 09/17/02 Tue
before I start I need to send a important message...."SKYFOX! CALL ME PLEASE! (you have to call me because I have no sense of time and will forget to call you.) ok...here I go.... you people can ingore the rest of this post... please do because this is very sad...
Light hits the water as it turns red with blood. Cruel laughter erupts into the silent morning, as the body is washed by the cool gentle stream. Silent was the new day, like the silent death. As the untouched land begins to arise, terror strikes the heart of every living soul. Fear had been released into this hidden land.
A child, so tender, so innocent, cried and mourned for the soul of the body that layed cold in the stream. Lifting the unicorn's head into her lap, the child stroked the face, as her tears spilled onto it. Her vision blurred, she thought of the Queen's last words to her, "Wakara... save our land... rule it...stop my sister... hurry Wakara... hurry... no...don't cry.. Princess Wakara... tears are not for here...." with that request Queen StarDream faded from this world.
Wakara wiped her tears away, but they keep coming...she couldn't stop crying... Lowering the Queeen's head gently, she walked into the forest, walking faster and faster, untill she was running. She didn't know where she was running to... she just knew she want to get away as far as possible. Her heart raced, pounding in her ears as she ran. A summer shower started, playing a lullaby of raindrops against the trees. ~Faster, Faster, farther, farther~, thought the frightened child. She wanted to leave this world and go back to earth... ~yes... its safe there... I can leave and go home.~ Her tears mixed with the rain. it seemed to be raining harder now. Running out of breath, she slowed to a stop and fell to the ground. Wakara hugged her knees tightly to her chest, feeling like her heart was going to pound right out of her chest. Tired, wet, and frightened, the child fainted into blackness, it pulled her down, deep into a black hole, she fought, but found herself helpless...
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Just testing some pictures -- Vulc, 16:25:47 09/20/02 Fri
Shall just put them in the reply so they don't clog up the page.
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well since wveryone else is putting up writing stuff.... -- ~*~A player~*~, 14:16:11 09/19/02 Thu
Heres a poem i just thought of:
I've danced on the brink of insanity.
Yanked back by reality.
Been more then close to losing it.
Revived by my selfishness.
Sometimes i don't make sense.
I just cover it up by laughing.
Wanted to screech at them all.
Or smack someone.
But I don't.
Ok that was my poem its bad i know lol...im not crazy i just thought of it.
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YAAAAY!!!! Xmen!!!!! -- hehwhwhw!!!!!!!!, 23:11:29 09/19/02 Thu
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Poem..yes, a poem. -- Vulc, 01:48:53 09/16/02 Mon
I thought this up when I was out riding... managed to remember it somehow. I don't know how relevant it is, and I'm sure the thous are ungrammatical...the whole poem is pretty inane, really! But hey, whaddya think? *fishes paper out of jacket pocket*
If thou light or if thou dark
or neither; if thou neigh or bark
If thou walk on two or Four
Crop the grass or tear meat raw
If thou fly or if thou walk
If thou silent or if thou talk
All are welcome in this place
That many with their presence grace
But if 'pon this herd thou wishes ill
Thou shalt not be the one to kill.
So, yeah. I've got no idea what come over me with the whole 'thou' thing...I think I'll try to change that, but it fits in the rythym.
- Vulc
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In the spirit of a some what new tradtion........ -- Musha, 23:42:45 09/18/02 Wed
I shall present you with some literature! Note this is not my orginal work, but a excert form my favorite anime
Alabaster skin and ruby eyes
Rei's Poem
mountains, heavy are the mountians
but that changes with the passage of time.
Sky, blue sky,
what your eyes can't see, what your eyes can see.
The sun, one, only one.
Water, it is agreeable.
Comander Ikari.
Flowers, so many the same
so many with out purpose.
Sky, sky of red.
Red the colour, the colour I hate.
The liquid flows, it drips, ripples and pours.
Blood.
The scent of a woman who does not bleed.
From the red soil the humans come,
humans made by man and woman.
City,a human creation,
Eva a human creation as well.
What are humans?
are they creations of God?
Humans.
That which is created by humans,
This is that which is mine, my life, my heart.
I am a vessle for my thoughts.
The entry plug,the thrown of the soul.
Who is this?
This is me
Who am I?
What am I?
What am I?
What am I?
I am I.
This object that is which is myself
that which forms is me
that is the self that can be seen
and yet my that that is myself.
A strange feeling,
My body feels as if it it is melting,
I can no longer see myself,
my form, my shape fades from veiw.
Awarness dawns of someone that is not me.
Who is here, there, beyond me, here.
Shinji?
This person I know; Major Kasuragi,
Doctor Akagi,
people,
my class mates,
the pilot of Unit 02.
Comander Ikari,
Who are you?
Who are you?
Ok that may seem alittle confusing but it is a wonderfull poem when you understand which is going on. The girl is basicly seeing flashes of all these things, people. She is very quiet in the serious, creepy in fact the english voice actor Amanda win lee plays her very well.
And now for some shamless advertising
Go see neon genesis Evangelion now!
I will probbaly write some of my stuff here when I can be bothered, sorry if this is to long Vulc and clogs upt he board.
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*yawns and falls off her chair* -- Eliza, 19:19:50 09/14/02 Sat
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hey every one -- Vulc, 01:48:00 09/14/02 Sat
As youve probably noticed by the way I've been moaning, I'm sick. I prob wont be on tomorrow, maybe not the next day - it depends how I feel. Also yes I'm acting strangly. You try having ten gnomes in steel shod boots stamping on your head.
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MEL and everybody else... -- Eliza, 15:23:30 09/13/02 Fri
I feel bad and now Mel's pissed at me she won't talk to me so I'm just gonna leave, ok I don't know when or if I'll come back if anybody cares so Shadow and no limit won't be active. Bye.
~Eliza
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Konbanwa minna! -- MushA, 23:03:04 09/08/02 Sun
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Arrgg. ....sickness not good... -- Vulc, 20:05:10 09/12/02 Thu
Mind you on the up side, I got a day off (I needed it tho) and I might be getting photoshop from a friend yay!
*clutches head*
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I want the power to change into a horse and dragon so I went on a quest and noone seems to notice me -- §eeking §torm's player, 16:03:37 09/11/02 Wed
*Sighs*
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Coming soon - a place (board) for mares an foals -- Vulc's player, 01:22:28 09/02/02 Mon
Good one, Skyfox!
Cheers,
Jess AKA Canis
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*= ATTN. ALL =* -- Vulc, 04:30:36 09/06/02 Fri
I think I shall delete the link to the lake & fields and stuff.
It's all getting a bit hard ... and besides, we don't need the feilds as S. Valley is big enough. It's just our pond that's quite small, but hey, you can't have everything. Besides, I don't want to spread out the people in the tt too much ... not good. So, I'm giving you notice - if you're in there - to wind up your conversations and troup on out.
I'll delete the link in days three.
Cheers!
- Vulc
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Hey all -- Musha's Player, 04:56:21 08/31/02 Sat
so whats this about cream eh?
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*Yawn* -- §eeking §torm's Player, 15:47:15 09/01/02 Sun
de-dum-de-do
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AEE!!!!!!!!! -- Vulc's player, 00:30:44 09/02/02 Mon
Sorry I was gone, folks. Why? I'm still too angry to discuss that right now...
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Looks confused CREAM?lol -- Rhia's playa, 14:16:13 08/29/02 Thu
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Holy! I put in 'cream'!!!!! Ah well, I'll leave it. Cos I feel like it!! -- Vulcan's player (Jessie), 02:37:15 08/27/02 Tue
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