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Date Posted: 22:08:40 02/01/03 Sat
Author: "The Peace Maker" Derrick Anderson
Subject: Derricks long night...

~ Derrick Anderson dries the tears from his eyes after he wakes up after a long dream. He can’t help but to recall upon the dream to try to make some since of it. ~

**It was 2 years ago when he broke up with his girl friend of 3 years. He thought everything was ok and that he was fine without her until the girl that he was going out with afterwards broke it off with him. He really liked this one, just as he did the first, if not more. He then still thought everything was ok as he went on from one girl to another. He then ends his relationship with the last one and realizes that he can feel happy with no one, and that his life was going nowhere, what was there left for him to do? **

~ He rises up and sits on the side of the bed. Then he stands up and walks into the kitchen sink and grabs a glass. Then he proceeds to fill it with water and take a drink to try to cool down. He then sets the glass back down into the sink and walks back into his bed room and finishes recalling the dream...After he realizes there was nothing left for him in life he ponders what to do... ~

"Hmm...Should I try to get back to the first love of my life", he thinks. But then he realizes that she is now married.

~ His chest then drops and he can feel the anger inside raging at him, driving him to the point of insanity. He is now so mad that he stands up yelling..."FUCK" and punches a hole in his bedroom wall. Then he sits down and begins to cry. Not because his hand hurts, but because... he now understands, that his life, is meaningless...~

~ He then lays down and begins to think once again… ~

**Images of his past flash before his eyes, the two women in his life that he loved more than anything keep coming up to the front of his mind. He cannot think about nothing else except for what a mistake that he had made for breaking up with the first one. He left her because he didn’t want to grow up.**

~ Derrick then smiles for he realizes something. All of your childhood you wished that you were grown up so that you can do what ever you like. But then when it comes time to grow up you don’t want to let go of your childhood and become an adult. Then he closes his eyes and the images and thoughts continue. ~

**He remembers watching movies with the love of his life, and spending a lot of time with her. Then came the turning point. The point were all relationships are going to make or break. And his, well, it broke. Near the end of the relationship the two fought all of the time, mainly because Derrick was pissed off about something else.**

~ Then once again Derrick realizes yet something else. If he weren’t happy when they were dating, what would make it any better to marry the woman? He would have been mad and angry all of the time and the marriage wouldn’t have lasted. Maybe Derrick made the right choice but still the possibility that he let the love of his life escape though the grasp of his fingers would haunt him for the rest of his life. ~

~ He then manages to clear his mind and fall asleep but before long new dreams came, dreams of his destination, of his career. ~

**He finally seen what his meaning in life was…not to get married with his first love, but to win the gold in the CWF, to be on top. He could see himself standing in the middle of the ring before thousands of loyal fans, chanting his name, TPM…TPM…TPM…he proudly lifts the belt above his head and turns circles in the ring. He gets chill bumps just dreaming about it, but then, he looks at the man he has just defeated. He can’t help but to feel sorry for the man he has taken the belt from. He has a feeling of guilt, but then realizes that his day will come to give up the belt. So he better live it up while he can…He runs to all the corners and holds the belt up as high as he can, and takes in the crowd’s cheers. He is over whelmed with joy. For he, The Peace Maker, Derrick Anderson, has just accomplished his life long dream, winning the World Title!**

~ Derrick’s alarm clock then goes off. He turns and looks at it smiling and sees that it is 6:00am. He sits up and gets out of bed and puts on some clothes. Then he grabs his duffle bag and heads out the door, gets in his car and leaves, for he, The Peace Maker, Derrick Anderson, is going to work out so that he can fulfill his dream. ~

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