| Subject: IT'S JUST SO ALL INSANE! |
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DOUG
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Date Posted: 19:21:23 11/17/08 Mon
MY DEAR FRIENDS:
HULA, GB, & EVERYONE WHO LOVES SOMEONE who's lost their way.....
First of all! Hi you guys! Yes, I often think of you. Yes, I miss you! AND MOST IMPORTANT FOR YOU RIGHT NOW...no, I am not using nor have I since I first went into treatment back in Feb. 2000. Why haven't I been here? I really can't stand the thought of meth in any WAY, SHAPE OR FORM. It's always the same old story for both the user and the loved one. I do still pray for everyone of you, but I had to step away. I just needed that break. Really, it's hard for me now to get involved in someone's meth issues, whatever they are. But most recently one of my best friends went back to an old love only to get sucked into the meth madness. Before she knew it she was being milked of all her money, her self esteem and her bright outlook. She couldn't understand that 'he didn't really love her' as he was no longer capable of such. She was an ex-user herself, years away from the insanity. But you know, you are never safe from the emotions that can take you on an adventure you will want no part of. Before long you are looking around yourself and seeing things that come straight from hell.
A long time ago I gave up on the meth user themselves. I have absolutely NO SYMPATHY for the 'victimized meth user. yeah sure'. My gosh, these are the dredge of society my friends. Run Run run I told my dear friend. Don't ever look back. Save yourself and your future.
SO ANYWAY, i have a fresher outlook than ever. I can be on the net more than I had been. I have not spent hardly ANYTIME on a computer over the past 2 yrs. I have been in the same job with the same company ever since I got out of treatment. I have a wonderful position where I get to travel and enjoy many people. Over the summer I spent 6 weeks in New Orleans working for an office in my firm. I had the time of my life (they have the best food, drinks and music in the world down there).
So ......just to say....it was time to come see you. I feel better about that. Now with my fresh perspective, I invite you to quiz me about anything you'd like. I may be brutally honest, I warn you. But I will do it with true felt love in my heart. GOD BLESS YOU ALL!
ALWAYS AND FOREVER YOUR FRIEND.........
DOUG
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