| Subject: Re: Meth is just a symptom - My update |
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Hulalea
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Date Posted: 22:04:56 01/17/07 Wed
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Hulalea
's message, "Meth is just a symptom" on 21:40:09 01/08/07 Mon
Be careful what you pray for, God may answer your prayer!
Well, mu husband decided that he can't have his way and was upset at the fact that I told him no when he asked for something. Basically, it was not "no", it was more, "let's try to plan these expensive purchases better". We just got out of Christmas and my business collections are late - as always during this time of year for the last 20 yrs. I also asked him to be his own guage or self-control. I always come off as the bad witch because I said "no" in his mind. Amazing - once again, I thought I raised 1 son, not 2. Anyway, he decided to move out and lives at his workplace. He said he was going to the store to get milk and never really returned hime. He just called saying he can't handle being here. I actually don't think he was using then but who knows, right. Anyway he left without giving us a chance to talk and abandoned his family. That, to me, says that he wants it to be over. He has been calling to try to talk things out, blame me, etc. but I have no time. I am an independent, financially stable, talented, beautiful businesswoman with 2 awesome, loving grown children who have great jobs - what do I need another downer in my life for? He is "living in his head" too much and does not realize the damage he is causing which is more to himself than to us. Imagine how he will feel when he realizes that this "protest" he's staging to get his way will turn out to be a complete loss of everything and everyone that has ever cared for him. It's sad but because of his deep character defects - he has no friends and none of his family really likes him around without the kids and I. His only friend will be abandoning him soon and he will need to find a place to live without us. His warm, comfortable, loving family has been pushed away from him simply because he can't have his way.
Thanks for letting me vent, I'll be alright. God has answered my orayers for deliverance and He is right here with me holding me tight. Please pray for us. I'll pray for you all.
Hulalea
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