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Re: I am sad, fighting the urges

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Heather

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Date Posted: 09:40:07 12/11/06 Mon
In reply to: Cindy 's message, "Re: I am sad, fighting the urges" on 08:10:38 12/11/06 Mon

See I needed to hear that even if I have heard it a million times. I feel guilt and for what? Not continuing to put up with his addiction? I don't really know.
See I even divorced him and I know that didn't change my feelings.
I had a dream about him last night and usually my dreams are right on for some reason. He was using and he was very angry that he didn't get to see me. I mean very angry like never before. Crazy angry. It was really weird.
Anyways, I live my life everyday as normal and happy as possible. I really don't understand how people move on from the people they love. It has been really difficult for me. I even went out on a date on Friday night. This guy was HOT. But I just wanted to go home. I guess I'm just not ready yet and I am sure that is ok. There was something about him that told me I was on the same road.

And Cindy you are right, if Spencer was serious about his recovery he would be making amends with us. He has yet to do that. I mean he says he is sorry each time, but to really make amends, I understand fully what that would be and so far he has not done it at all.
I am proud of myself for getting away from his consequences and even more, taking our son out of the way of his consequences.
Thank you for responding. I need you all right now.
I'm here for you too.
Love, Heather

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Subject	Author	Date
Re: I am sad, fighting the urges	Hulalea	00:03:44 12/12/06 Tue
Re: I am sad, fighting the urges -- Heather, 13:47:40 12/12/06 Tue