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Subject: 12 WEEKS AND 3 DAYS CLEAN!


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KIM
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Date Posted: 04:59:01 04/30/06 Sun
 Hello Everyone!

Haven't posted in a while I have had alot going on in my life. First let me say that I AM 12 WEEKS, & 3 DAYS CLEAN!!!!! YEAH!!!!!!
On Friday I got test results back from a urine sample that came back negative well negative of crack/cocaine and crystal meth (still smoke weed) so that showed up but as far as the other goes it was words I needed to hear that none of that crap is in me anymore!!!! I have C.A.S. back in my life thanks to my kids father coming to my home and barging in here like he still belongs here. Things got a little physical so I called the cops to get him out of here. Thus C.A.S. were called and I knew they would be because of our past domestic disputes in front of the kids. It wasn't something I wanted to do but he can not come here and do that shit anymore!!!!! Any way everything is my fault still. This time I am not hiding behind a mask
The worker went to my kids school and asked my daughter only about drugs and if I yell all the time??? Go figure....He barges in here slams my arm in my bedroom door badly and all they want to know is if I yell and about drugs nothing was said about daddy assaulting mommy in my home (NOT HIS) So when I met with her The first thing said to me was that there is concerns about crack/cocaine and crystal meth use.(AND I MIGHT ADD HOW THE HELL DID THEY GET THAT INFORMATION? MY KIDS NEVER SAW US DO IT AND I NEVER SAID NOTHING TO ANYONE) So....let the truth be told.....I told her how long I have been clean and that I still smoke weed. Told her that I had used those drugs for the past 9 years and that I am not proud of the effects it has had on my kids. Told her I am seeing my doctor on a regular basis now and of all the programs I and my children are attending! She asked about our past problems between my husband and I and I told there has been many things I have done to my kids (arguing in front of them etc.) that I am not proud of but I am getting help for all this. I am a loud person and am guilty of yelling to much at my kids but since I've stopped using these drugs I have come a long way but am still learning how to change my ways of dealing with my kids Yes I still raise my voice at them but nothing like i used to.. I have alot more patience now than I did then Or even 6 Weeks ago for that matter. She asked if my husband was using and I told her that I didn't know She asked if we used together and I told her we did I have nothing to hide anymore and if that one statement could help him get off the dope so be it I DON"T CARE ANYMORE I am living clean for those two kids of ours the way I see it is ONE OF US HAD TO!!!! before they were taken away from us or both of us dead!!!! Any way they requested a piss test within 24 hours NOT A PROBLEM that was last Friday!!! MY husband has yet to do one and now he is blaming me for everything (there is a big suprise) He totally thinks I set him up but I spoke to this woman about all the shitty things I have done to my kids not what he has done and that is what he thinks I have done is made myself look good while making him look bad not so I am taking responsibilty for all of the things I have done wrong! .... but if he didn't barge into my apartment none of this would have happened would it??? He made his bed now he has to lye in it doesn't he!!!! What he needs to understand is I refuse to cover his ass any longer he opened the can of worms by telling my family about the drugs now I have nothing to hide from any one and I am not any more. So he meets with the C.A.S. lady on monday and I do hope he is clean (surely after a week and a bit of avoiding them should be long enough to have clean piss) maybe not with the amount he used on a daily basis Time will tell Maybe all this will be HIS ROCK BOTTOM I hope for his kids sake! Thanks for listening just needed to vent !!!!!!
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Re: 12 WEEKS AND 3 DAYS CLEAN!cindy07:32:40 04/30/06 Sun

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