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Subject: Dream or nightmare


Author:
Heather
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Date Posted: 13:50:56 05/15/06 Mon

I had a dream last night about two tweakers. I was shopping in Target and they were also. One didn't look as bad as the other did. I overheard these two women's conversation and they were speaking about one of them's little daughter and what to say if her mother called. Her cell phone rang and apparently it was her mother asking her when she would come and pick up her daughter, obviously not aware of her meth problem. She said "Mom I am really busy right now and I need you to keep her for awhile. I am in the middle of this huge project and I really need you to do this for me." For some reason in my dream I could hear her mother speaking on the other end of the phone. She was saying that her daughter was crying and really needed her and that she needed clean clothes and diapers. She said can't you just wash the clothes up and borrow diapers? Well when they hung up the phone, she said to her friend - I can't believe she is having a problem watching my daughter for me. The other lady, obviously a long time meth user said, Just tell her you are working and tell her that this project is going to be a great opportunity for you and your daughter. AS I tried to just ignore them, they were looking at everything on this one isle and basically left with nothing. In my dream I wanted to tell them what they were doing was so wrong and I felt so hurt for her little daughter especially because her mom acted as if it didn't bother her at all.
I don't know why I had this dream, but it made alot of sense to me and answers some questions about my doubts I have been having about not letting Spencer see my son. They are selfish individuals and only care about their feelings for the moment, no one else's.
I am in alot of pain lately over my son and dealing with Spencer's family which was never an issue until now. My son means the world to me and it's not that he didn't before, but it seems my pain over my marriage and the problems I was facing with my husband, took over my thoughts. Now I am 100% about protecting my kids from this nightmare. We will never go back.

I know this is a pretty strange post but I just had to let it out.

Thanks,
Heather

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Re: Dream or nightmareHulalea14:04:48 05/15/06 Mon
  • Hula -- Heather, 15:09:14 05/15/06 Mon
Re: Dream or nightmareBeen There14:10:09 05/15/06 Mon


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