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Nikki BLUE iizz
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Date Posted: 07:21:59 03/31/06 Fri
In reply to:
Rebecca
's message, "Can Someone quit after years without help?" on 19:22:48 03/30/06 Thu
My thoughts and prayers are with you girlfriend. I read your post and i must say.... Once an addict.....always an addict. I had a VERY difficult time, beleiving my sweet angel, was still using. I have been to hell and back with the lies and deceptive ways of his throughout the years. Until, one day, i asked him, if instead...of taking off...and getting high, maybe he would let me videotape him. Because i was SURE...that if he saw....What I saw, (which was a paranoid little boy), maybe he would see how the drug was DESTROYING him...from the inside out... Well, needless to say, I continued to find detox's and rehabs, and walked him every step of the way. He never could watch the video, because he said it would "trigger" him. After going thru a few more months of the lies and deceptions, i always seemed to take him back, because of his sad puppy dog eyes, looking at me for the answers... You bf needs to HIT BOTTOM, and not u, or anyone can bring it to him. But the very best thing i did, was videotape my angel...getting high....because everytime...I start feelin sorry for him., almost beleiving his lies....all i have to do, is "see" for myself....the DEVIL....and trust me....once you see his BOTTOM....you will be able to answer your own question....and TRUST ME....make sure you WANT THE TRUTH, because it is CLEAR....when you see it for your own eyes....
Everytime, you start to question, you own judgement....and WISH you could beleive his lies.... Make sure you are strong enough spiritually,to watch the video yourself, because you get a RARE chance, to look into the DEVILS eyes....and that my DEAR FRIEND, is the answer to your question.
Best of luck to you....
With Gods Blessing....Nikki
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