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Subject: Re: re: addicts around drug w/o using


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Date Posted: 13:01:45 04/11/06 Tue
In reply to: trying to cope 's message, "Re: re: addicts around drug w/o using" on 12:08:15 04/11/06 Tue

I knew that she wouldn't last that long at her job. Sometimes I feel really guilty because I want her to clean up but it's like when she messes up I know it is coming and I am telling myself, here we go again. I hate it because I feel that I can not support her when I am doing that. I don't tell her stuff like that, I tell her that I am proud of her and that I hope that she keeps going. I don't think that I say it to her enough because I always have this fear that if I say too much then she will back slide. I know that I am not making much sense right now but I just need to vent.

I really was hoping that she would make it this time. This sounds bad but I hope that if she is going to mess up that she does it good so we can adopt our grandchild and we can stop playing the games also maybe just maybe she will hit rock bottom and no one will rescue her this time. I swear everytime that she is close to hitting rock bottom someone comes to her rescue and offers her a place to stay and takes care of her instead of leaving her without any other option then to get help and go to rehab. Thanks for letting me vent. I guess I just need to live day to day and let go and let God.

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