Re: I am Melody's sister -- METH HELP FOR FAMILIES

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Subject: Re: I am Melody's sister

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Misty

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Date Posted: 13:52:41 03/07/06 Tue
In reply to: Melody 's message, "Re: I am Melody's sister" on 05:03:38 03/07/06 Tue

I am going to my first meeting tonight. I'm very nervous about it..but I know it is something I need very much to do.
Please pray for me. I have been eating LOTS of crackers today!! I probably need to buy my mom another box now! One of the posters who responded to me said something about doing something that would make me happy..My mother said I could go to Gatlinburg with them this month! I was almost giddy at the thought of getting away.. Last time they went to Gatlinburg..there was no way no how I would have wanted to go with them. Cause my whole world revolved around meth I guess. I thought it was about my love for John..My husband/dealer.. I really don't know what it's about. Just the fact that I am willing to go and get away from everything that is here and be with my family is very healing for me. My desire is to truely heal from my addiction. I am seeing that more and more each day.
I have been soo sleepy and hungry..I have already put on some weight..which is the part that I don't like. My face is looking better everyday..I am trying not to pick at my skin..I hate looking at myself in the mirror. Cause I see what everyone else sees a meth addict. But maybe one day..I won't see that face anymore.. maybe I will smile again...Maybe I won't be numb..Just being alive is a blessing..I just want to be happy again..The drugs didn't bring me happieness. My husband didn't bring me happieness..
God is my source of happieness.. Thank you all for your supoort. If I didn't make since in this post forgive me.. SO many thoughts flying around in my head..Can you tell me were I can find the postings for meth help for recovering addicts..This one is for the families of people like me. I need 2 find support for myself also.

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Re: I am Melody's sister	Shari	22:26:21 03/07/06 Tue