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Date Posted:17:00:20 01/31/03 Fri In reply to:
Dewey
's message, "Brian's Destruction Chapter 1 is available for your reading pleasure." on 06:09:13 01/31/03 Fri
...WHOA! I'm literally hyperventillating as I type this!! I just read the current entries to "Brian's Destruction" and I can't believe how closely his "true" story is hitting so close to my emotional side. How Brian is acting (and reacting) is much like the "being" who lurks in me CRAVES to act at times. And, like you said, Dwayne, it IS unsettling.
Maybe I'm weird for this, but I'm the kind of person who at times has rages like this...but unlike Brian is right now, I'm the kind of person to squash it and keep it contained in me. It's so f***ing frustrating because I almost always beat myself up for feeling the way I did at the moment and end up feeling like shit for the next couple of days after the outburst. I know "Brian" is merely a character in a story, but if he were me with all he went through...
...I'd be either in jail for life...or dead. :.-(
I'm not too sure if I want to read the rest of the story...not because it isn't a good one (God, Dwayne, your words have affected me THIS much...THAT'S talent!!), but because I'm afraid of what I'll read - for exactly the reason stated above.
Regardless, keep doing what you do best, Dwayne. You touch people's souls with your words...and I hope I read much MUCH more from you in the future. (((hugs)))
All I can say is this...