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Date Posted: 07:28:14 12/04/00 Mon
Author: AngelOfire
Subject: ~~Back To My Loving Place~~

~~Back To My Loving Place~~

Tonight I return again to my loving place
Where time does not exist ~ and I am in tender space ~

I take cautious steps across the bridge
And enter that wondrous world of bliss ~

Where sun shines bright ~ green grass surrounds
And silence of peaceful nature sounds ~

I see my rock that I used to sit upon
And ponder about life when things went so wrong ~

I slowly approach my rock of faith
I lean against it ~ I hesitate ~

I see the falls but should I go?
I hear its beauty ~ but I don’t know ~

I stand for a while with solitary stare
‘Til I see a sparkle that calls me there ~

I wait and look ~ and look some more
And wonder what I’m waiting for ~

It’s clearly ever calling me over
This light that I before discovered ~

It is only just visible within the falls
But makes itself seen with its calls ~

I slowly make my way toward the pool
That is formed beneath these falls so cool ~

I hesitate once more ~ I’m just not sure
If this is really genuine and pure ~

Why do I doubt such a good thing?
It all boils down to believing ~

So I believe and hear its soft voice
I almost feel that I have no choice ~

Thinking no further, into its arms I proceed…
Hearing the whisper, “Yes, this is what you need” ~

I kick off my shoes and wade into the waters…
I listen for the whisper ~ it fades ever softer ~

Under the falling cool water I stand
And see emerging a bright friendly hand ~

For the first time here I actually smile…
I reach out to the hand feeling peace all the while ~

It smiles back with its twinkling light
Thanking me for ending my life of fight ~

I ask it if it is OK that I am here
It assures me that I have nothing to fear ~

I ask if it could please deliver a message
To someone I love but whose life’s full of questions ~

It said, “I have already delivered it my dear
They have already received it ~ and yes they do hear” ~

I was astonished by this to say the least
I had not offered my message yet ~ now I freeze ~

I asked a million questions about how it was they knew
“I know my dear ~ I saw it before I even saw you”

“So I didn’t even have to write it, you already knew???”
“Yes my dear ~ I forsee everything you do”

I was astounded and speechless at best
But relieved ~ it did put my mind quite at rest ~

I then saw beyond the falls that I was standing under
A figure so mysterious that it did make me wonder ~

I had to ask what this individual was doing there
And it said this entity asked to have peace out there ~

“Why is he dressed in a dark robe with a hood?”
“That is his choice ~ and for now ~ for him it is good.

“And that is where he desired to be for the time being
Until he is ready to unveil and start seeing “ ~

“Is he a friend or a camouflaged enemy?
Does his presence have anything to do with me?”

“Yes my dear ~ he does relate directly to you ~
But before I reveal more you must do more work on you.”

I saw this figure in the black cloak pacing back and forth
Wondering about life in this world and what it’s worth ~

I wanted so badly to reach over and take his hand
And lead him to this garden of never~ever land ~

But the light stopped me and told me “Just be patient my dear…
You must let others proceed at their pace despite fear”

And so I let go of my feelings of controllability
Accepting the fact that the light had taken over me ~

I know not who this mysterious figure is nor how or why
Why he appears in my life there on the other side ~

I know it’s all happening for a good reason
For him or for me? Will life come to completion?

“It matters not who it is you envision in the earthly realm
Let me do my part because the truth now would overwhelm”…

I then decided it was time for my resting place
Beside my rock in my soft and secluded space ~

So then I requested permission to temporarily leave
And I was told, “Simply do what you know and believe” ~

That is all I can say of this priceless journey
I saw what I saw and I now know that I’m free ~

For I can now love another without even a face ~
I thank the light and love for being back to my loving place…

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